Yi Jun

2009-01-01T23:45:00.009+08:00

it would be great if time were to pass as quickly as wat it seemed in 2008 when i am in china from feb to july this year.

its another brand new year again, and everything seemed to happen so quickly without me noticing. often, it was only when my birthday finally arrived whereas everyone have celebrated theirs, when it dawned on me that one year has passed, just like that. not that i have failed to accomplish anything or spend it wisely, i do think my 2008 was rather eventful with the following:

1. watched a total of 4 concerts. firstly, david tao's world tour, Angela's live, Lee hom's music tour, and Fahrenheit Fantasy. in which all i have truly enjoyed.

2. participated in a number of volunterring events and of cos leo club activities. it was my first time being involved in marathons, especially the Adidas sundown marathon which is an overnight race. although it was really draining and i can only count myself unlucky to be allocated to the 100 plus drink station, whereby i ended up getting my pants all sticky and dirty(do not wish to be reminded of the details regarding the making, pouring and distributing of the 100 plus drink. developed a phobia towards the drink for a while then). but that aside, volunteering in marathons like this was a very fulfilling experience after all, and i really treasure that volunteering opportunity.

3. HOKKAIDO TRIP with family. 'NICE' is the only word that is simple and straight forward enough to describe everything there. nice food, nice scenery, nice hotspring, nice streets, nice rooms, nice toilets, nice people, nice culture and most importantly, nice family-bonding time. simply nice. and it is definitely a nice and unforgettable trip for me and my family. (:

4. SOCCER CRAZE AND OLYMPIC FEVER. with my already existing and new found sports idols like c.ronaldo, lin dan, liu xiang, micheal phelps, feng tian wei, and zhang yi ning.

5. ETHAN RUAN XIAO TIAN, ZAC EFRON, ZZEN ZHANG AND JOANNE PEH. speaking of idols, i have to introduce my new found idols in the entertainment circle/showbiz this year. ethan and zefron who captivated me with their awesome looks and acting skills in Fated To Love and High School Musical respectively. Zzen and joanne whom i really look up to, as they are so professional in their acting, (i am talking about the successful show Little Nyonya obviously) and of cos zzen is always that handsome and cute (of cos in real person too! )despite him acting as a really despicable character but i still love him. haha and joanne peh whom i started paying attention to only recently. she's seriously a babe! JIAYOU TO ALL MY IDOLS!!!

6. not forgetting RADIO 1003 fight club and 7th birthday bash. to me, it was already a great satisfaction being able to be ON AIR LIVE and stepping into the studio itself to experience live broadcasting over the radio.

7. being the emcee for np parents seminar 08. great experience but..): i can do better..

8. accomplished my task in participating and planning of farewell, welcome party and mid-autumn festival event.

9. survived my first sem of year 2 and is only left with less than 2 months before i bid my last sem of yr 2 goodbye and head for china to start my 'devastating' life there.

10. loss of my grandpa but at the same time gain of kinship. (from cousins, aunts and my own family)

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there are still a lot more to recollect but i guess memories, be it good or bad, are meant to be locked up in a discreet corner of my mind and heart, only to be reminisced whenever the nights come and when saturations of thoughts come shoving against each other in my head again.

just to sum up, 2008 was a year with highs and lows, ups and downs, gains and losses, but i learnt a lot along the way. learnt to be stronger, learnt to take things easily, and learnt to think positively no matter the circumstances i am in.
although i still have wishes unfulfilled and goals unachieved, but let them be new targets and resolutions aimed to accomplish and come true in 2009.

besides the cliche wishes like being happy and healthy, i am still sorting out my new year resolutions. perhaps, it is not about what i want to do or hope to complete, but how i am going to work hard to achieve them. but i do have an expectation about myself in 2009, which is to learn to look at things with a wider and broader perspective, and taking things one step at a time, one day at a time one moment at a time.

we do not know what the year ahead has installed for us, but may it be a smooth-sailing and peaceful one for all.

happy new year! (:

2008-12-20T01:12:00.010+08:00

i have long decided to give FAHRENHEIT FANTASY WORLD TOUR on the 19th of dec a miss but who knows, my mum treated me to watch it, and what added to the completely ecstatic mood of mine was that we were so lucky to be offered a better seat that was situated closer to the stage(basically the other block nearer to the centre).. to put it in a nicer manner, the reason was so as to make the whole stadium look more packed, since the ticket sales was apparently not that fantastic.. as in those fanatics would definitely buy the most expensive tickets to get the best seats, while the other fans like me, who are only students and couldnt afford the price will end up not going or merely be contented with the seats of the cheapest price.. so the seats that are of the middle pricing will be barely taken up.. thus those pple of the second category i just mentioned will be so lucky to help 'fill up' the seats there.. haha and ya i am one of the lucky ones.. =p

although the seats i was given still seemed quite far from the stage, it was a rather comfortable distance for me.. (: anw the main thing is I HAVE FULLY ENJOYED MYSELF AT THE CONCERT!!!!!! and that's enough for me to be down with 'fahrenheit-fever' again..

well, i understand that many pple especially those working in the media industry will often think that all the so called 'idol-type' bands have got only attractive looks that mesmerise teenage girls and drive them insane, but do not possess real talent or potential that can bring them far.. i admit this fact to a certain extent but i seriously think we should not be affected by these stereotypical evaluations so much so that all their hard work and efforts have to be written off before even being barely recognised..

FAHRENHEIT, for one, is also being said to stir yet another 'idol-fever' but will diminish once another boyband take over their leading position right now. take F4, 5566 and whoever else that nearly swept all tennage girls even guys off their feet as an example, are they still as attractive and popular nowadays? the answer is apparently not and thus fahrenheit faces the same 'crisis' and worrisome future.

but we often develop this kind of perception becos we tend to compare. no matter if its comparing them with other idol-type boybands, or comparing them with other more experienced singers or with those who are said-to have the real strength and potential.. i mean, its not that we couldnt compare, but we should look at all the different bands and singers as each seperate and unique individual. every one of them are catered to different groups of supporters, and they belong to different catergories. so if there were really a need to compare, the only thing we should compare would be themselves, yes, compare with themselves.

not that i am a fanatic of fahrenheit, (although i am crazy about dadong in particular), and i knew very clearly that they couldn't sing that well, (its evident), but at least i knew they have indeed worked very hard to come this far. one main reason is becos i have supported them since they entered showbiz. and they have grown, matured, and i have witnessed their improvement, in terms of live-singing, dancing, stage charisma, confidence level, communication skills and the ability to react to the media and the public. their improvement might not be tremendous, but comparing their performance now and in the past, that significant improvement is worth a rewarding applause.

and we couldnt dismiss the fact that they have achieved outstanding results throughout the yr, every one of them have their own drama serials, one even had the opportunity to have his first appearance on the silver screen, all were busy with their own work, and now they come together as a whole once again to bring out the best of themselves.

the future is unpredictable for them. but judging from their passion, determination and perseverance for their job, (insisting on performing and practising and trying hard to neglect the pain despite injuries) i believe there are still plenty of opportunities awaiting them to stretch their potential to the fullest.

all the best fahrenheit and of cos, my lovely ROCKER DONG!!!<333
you guys will do well as long as u don't give up hope!! (:

2008-12-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

OMG I SIMPLY LOVE THIS YEAR'S DECEMBER 26th!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BECAUSE 2 OF MY IDOLS ARE RELEASING THEIR RESPECTIVE ALBUMS ON THIS BIG DAY!!!!!!!

although this meant that i would have to drill a hole in my pocket on my BIRTHDAY, and i am forking out money instead of receiving it.. (unless any kind soul would like to buy for me.. i would be more than grateful.. *ERHEM*) but i am more than willing to do that.. simply becos i know all will be worthwhile.. (:

jus in case u are wondering, the 2 idols are none other than my LAOGONG LUO ZHI XIANG and talented MUSIC MAN LEEHOM!!!

thanks for making my birthday this year such a special one.. their albums are a great pleasure to me and i consider them as one of my best presents ever..

wat i can only say is.. 26/12 is simply such a good date..
and i will remember 26/12/2008 particularly.. despite the fact that i have to rush to complete piles of assignments and projects.. well frankly speaking its not that much but just one freaking assignment is enough to take up the whole of my time..

but thanks xiangxiang and leehom for going thru all these with me..HAHAHAHA...
and woohoo i have preordered fahrenheit's album but they are only releasing it on the 2nd day of the next month which is like next yr.. i thought it would also be in the month of december.. and it would be triple happiness for me if they are gonna release it on my bday too.. but its ok i am an easily satisfied gal.. (:

预祝亚洲舞王罗志祥能再次掀起另一波《潮男正传》热，
也希望音乐才子王力宏能让歌迷从他的创作中感受到《心跳》的理由。

祝唱片大卖！！！！！！！

加油~~~~~

2008-12-01T18:33:00.008+08:00

after going on an emotional roller-coaster ride for the past one week, i am now back to my normal self, the usual me who cracks lame jokes at an unexpected point of time, the usual ahjun my friends know of me..
it has been a busy week but looking back, i kinda missed the days i spent with all my family members.. it was such a rare occasion that all of us could actually gather together.. though it was for such a bereavement this time round..but i can feel the warmth around me..i hope ahgong felt that too..
time and tide indeed waits for no man.. life is just so vulnerable.. at least i know ahgong is happily living with my ahma in the other side of the world now.. (:

on a happier note, its the start of dec, a start of a new month now! so i shall make a change to my mood, and await a fresh new beginning! especially since december is a much anticipated month!!

because...........................

my XIAOZHU LUOZHIXIANG is gonna release his new album 《潮男正传》 sooooooonnnn!!!

and according to wat i heard of, the actual release date IS ON MY BIRTHDAY 26TH OF DEC!!!! OMG I LOVE U LUOZHXIANG!!! i have been praying and hoping that my idols like him and dadong can have their concerts held or albums released on my bday and now this wilful wish of mine has finally came true!!! wat a wonderful gift from xiaozhu to me!! LOVEEEEE YOU XIANGXIANG AHHHHHHH!!! u have totally brighten up my spirits and brought me strength and motivation to carry on..!!!!

the preorder in taiwan starts tommorrow but i am not sure if the same applies to spore..i still remember his SHOW ON STAGE s'pore concert was exactly 1 yr before which is 1st of dec 2007.. and his last album was released in november last yr.. so i have waited for like more than 1 year for his next album and now its FINALLY HERE!!!!! GOSH I AM SO HIGH SO HIGH SO ELATED SO EXCITED TOTALLY GONE INSANE!!!
well, not that exaggerating yet but i just wanna emphasise on how much i am looking forward to his new album, new songs, new DANCE, new surprises!!!!

and not forgetting his new hairstyle which is SHUAI DAO BAO!! but he's always tat shuai no matter wat! haha!! this album will be comprising of his different hairstyles and sense of fashion since the days he entered showbiz when he was with the band 四大天王.. so basically i suppose the album would be like capturing the different stages and of how much he has changed and grown since then..

just that i knew very well i wouldnt be able to attend his a/s UNLESS he were to come to spore before or during feb.. which is obviously impossible cos thats like only 1-2 months after the release of his album.. we always have to wait for at least a few months time before he starts his promotion here..
but nvm i will find my own solution to this problem.. i want to have him sign on the album no matter wat!!!! unless he were to go to wuhan for his a/s..which i think the chances are as slim or equalivent to zero.. becos i have never heard of him going to that area in china for any events before!.. so ya.. i can only pray for the best..

LUOZHIXIANG IS <3333333

ps: how i wish i can stay in spore to attend his a/s and also for fahrenheit's events.. heard that their album will also be released soon.. but i have no choice!!!

*criess but i have luozhixiang with me!! slaps myself but refuse to accept reality*

2008-11-26T17:01:00.009+08:00

你有亲眼看过，亲身经历过一群人因为失去了最心爱的人而五内俱焚，在你身边号啕大哭，撕裂呐喊吗？
也许你有，但我没有。一直都只有在电视上看过类似的情节，有时甚至因为太过投入，还会跟着主角的心情一样，剧烈起伏。

今天，我第一次接触到这样的情况，第一次置身在这样悲伤的氛围，第一次不是因为感人的剧情而抽泣。在外公的遗体被缓缓托运进去焚化炉的时候，大表姐不能自主地痛哭流涕，直喊外公的名字；然后是二表姐，舅妈，诗琴表姐，二姨，三姨，小姨，向来坚强的妈也暗自落泪，甚至是年幼的侄子侄女都无法控制地痛苦哀号。我的身旁啼哭声连绵不绝，本来告诉自己不准哭，不能哭，不会哭；结果情绪上还是受到牵连，泪水最终不由自主地夺眶而出。。。

我无法想象原本好好的一个人，死后的样子会变得多么像一座被雕刻出来的蜡像，多么虚假不实在，没有血气，没有情感；仍然有五脏六腑，有皮肤，有头发，有眼睛，有鼻子，有嘴巴；但却要被焚化，顿时面目全非，只剩下被高压烈火焚烧飞溅后所残留下来的碎骨。。其余的什么也没有。。我只觉得很残忍，很残忍，但我也知道死人是不可能会有知觉的，焚化后，他们就真的能够得到解脱了，到属于他们的极乐世界去。。

只是现在的心变得好空虚，好空虚。。就连我最喜爱的娱乐百分百都没办法让我振奋起来。。本来以为心情已经好起来了，结果今天外公出殡的最后一天，还是败下阵来。。我曾经说过我和外公的关系不是很亲密，感情也不是很深厚，但我不知道为什么，我的内心还是很不舍，很难受。。

这几天一直忙着外公的后事，大家都累坏了。。尤其是妈，每天都睡不足。。希望在一切结束之后，她可以好好的在家休息。。

而我也因为外公的事，加上家里也发生了一些事，所以想了很多，很多，很多。。害怕，畏惧，感慨，无奈，不同情绪相互交替，使我的心久久无法平息。。也因为这些翻腾的情绪和思绪，使我领悟出了一些人生的道理，同时又迷失在自己的人生方向里。。坦白说，现在的我有些彷徨，但不至于无助。。放心，我会好起来的。。我会的。

外公，这一次，真的要跟你说再见了。。永远地再见了。。
希望如果有来生，我还能再当您的孙女，而且是和您关系要好的孙女，可以不顾年龄差距、无话不谈的孙女。。

愿您在天之灵可以和外婆一起过得更快乐。。

一路好走。。

2008-11-22T22:35:00.005+08:00

外公，对不起，没能来得及见您最后一面。。接到消息时，已经太迟了。。
两天前去探望您，您痛苦呻吟，每一口呼吸都百般地辛苦，眼睛紧闭着，手脚僵硬着。。
两天后再来看您，您已经完全没了心跳鼻息，整个身体僵硬而冰冷。。整张脸惨白毫无血色。。我没哭。。只是呆望着你许久，许久。。
直到我看到哥哥哀伤的神情。。眼角滚动的几滴泪水才忍不住掉了下来。。因为我从没看过哥哥那样地伤心，从来都没有。。他也曾经承认过他是个冷酷的人。。不是无情，只是不常把内心情感表达出来。。而今天的他却把压抑住的伤感毫无掩饰地表露在他脸上。。不知怎的，看到他这样，我的喉头和鼻尖就酸酸的。。而这一晚。。我和他也头一次聊了这么多。。
哥，我好希望我们可以一直都维持着这样的关系。。

不过无论如何。。我想当时的外公还是幸福的，有这么多人陪着您，大儿子，几个女儿，孙女，还有每天照顾您的佣人。。。所以我想，外公，您的确是安详地到了极乐世界去。。您很坚强，几次都逃过死神的魔掌活了下来。。您的生命力非常地顽强，即使病魔无情地侵袭着您的身体，您却还能支撑到底。。一直到。。今天。。您才真的。。累了。。没有力气了。。不得不放弃了。。

现在的您，至少得到了解脱，不再痛苦了。。

外公，您安心上路吧。一路好走。

昨天听阿肯介绍了一首网络流传歌曲《最后一次》。。而关于这首歌的背景和演唱人，也有很多不同的传言。。不过普遍说法是这位17岁女生在得知自己患了癌症后，创作了这首歌献给她的爱人。。当她唱完最后一句的时候，她的生命也跟着终结了。。也有人说她得知自己得了重病，在自杀前写了这首歌给她的男友，要他继续活下去。。
姑且不论这首歌曲是在什么情况下创作和唱完的。。也不谈这首歌的演唱人是谁。。我注意到的是这首歌曲简单而感人的词和曲。。这么直接地唱出了女生的辛酸和悲哀。。现在重复听着这首歌曲。。额外地能够进入其意境和状况。。

有空不妨听听看。。保证能打动您的心。。

今天在得知外公去世的消息前，看了《大卫必佳》。。不过我想再过一阵子才来写我的观后感吧。。

明天开始，应该是连续三天都需要处理外公的后事。。心情方面，应该还要做些调整。。

妈，您也要坚强哦。。

大家加油。。

2008-11-15T21:56:00.005+08:00

DISAPPOINTED. truly, seriously, utterly, completely DISAPPOINTED. and i simply couldnt help brooding over that particular moment where my mind just went blank. i wished i could have a second chance. one more chance. i just want to prove that i can do it without. any. mistake. i just want to prove it. one more time.

suddenly, i have all the urge to show all the people around me that i am not what they think of me.

suddenly, i have all the courage to do that tiring and time-consuming yet fruitful and meaningful event once again.

suddenly, i have all the determination to charge all the way through just to see how far my potential and capability can take me to.

BUT,

suddenly, i feel so weak that one faint tap on my shoulders will send me falling on my knees.

suddenly, i feel so frail that i couldnt even withstand an insignificant blow.

suddenly, i feel so vulnerable that i might collapse upon a gentle stroke of the breeze.

my double personality reveals itself unknowingly again. and here i am struggling between the two. i hate being contradicting. but we humans always contradict ourselves, dont we? why do we always have to land ourselves in such a terrible and pitiful state. its such a joke. i want to laugh out so loud but i held back. see and i am contradicting myself again. and i hate it. but i just couldnt help it.

i do not like the hustle and bustle of the city yet i always find myself trying hard to squeeze my way through crowded streets.

i wish i can travel around the world but i have my concerns as i will miss home..

i aspire to be that someone but at the same time i dont wish to, as i do not want to carry the burden and stress that follows..

i have someone that i dislike but i chose to endure and give in..

i have someone that i like that i wish to make known but i decided and chose not to...

i have so much to say but i couldnt bring myself to say.

basically i am a self-contradicting coward.

right now, i have nothing to say.. i dont wish to say anything..

yet i have just typed quite a lot that i wanna say.

i shall stop my contradicting entry now but my fingers are still kept busy on the keyboard..

i just want a second chance. i just want to do it again. so that i can stop brooding over it. so that i can get over it.

perhaps, mum is right, i am just. not. suitable. and i do not have wat it takes.

but how can i prove that she's wrong and that i can do equally well to do her proud?

it all leaves to fate and luck, i suppose. such a cruel fact that should've dawned on me in the first place.
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ps: although all of us are prepared and we knew............we still hold on to that hope of grandpa recovering, or at least, stay with us for a longer period of time..

this is a random post with myriad of feelings... i apologise if u find this entry ridiculous, confusing or meaningless.

gals, see y'll soon during dec. i am really looking forward to that final break in dec before last week of feb.....

better late than never~

2008-11-08T21:43:00.009+08:00

well actually all the previous nice and sweet notebook style layouts were created by a particular designer but after using for some time, the bandwidth will just exceed for no reason, at least i do not know what has happened. any kind soul who knows and is willing to tell me why? anw so in the end i have to change my layout again, and this time round, i am not using tat designer's creation anymore and i hope this new one will last for long, as u know, its really troublesome to look for layouts and then re-doing the template yet again. and i do like my new layout too. i think its pleasing to the eyes. comfortable with it. (:

btw, its 8th of november today and its................................

one of my new love ETHAN 阮经天小天's 27th BIRTHDAY!!!

realised i couldnt stop myself from visiting his forum every now and then to keep myself updated of his news.
realised i couldnt stop myself from searching more of his cute and handsome pictures just to make myself satisfied and happy as a result.
realised i couldnt stop myself from watching all the latest videos tat featured him and am still desperately looking for more.
realised i am going to buy his travel book very very soon even though i am seriously broke.
realised i am so anticipating his new shows and movies.
realised......
my love for him..........
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can never be compared to tat for dadong,xiaozhu and xiaogui. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
trust me, i am still very loyal towards dongzhugui, and xiaotian is just another idol of mine! love his looks, his character(based on the interviews and shows he went), and of cos his acting skills!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOTIAN!!!
wishing u all the best in ur career!!
偶像一哥~~~~~~~<3333

2008-11-05T20:30:00.012+08:00

i know this song has been released a few days ago.. but i only fall in love with it TODAY. yes only today. haha. listen to peter pan's sentimental rendition, the poetic, touching song and lyrics. (:

*LYRICS:
主唱：潘裕文
作曲：鄭楠
填詞：黃建州

等候在　驟來的　夏夜暴雨　時間突然靜止
滂沱的　雨勢中　停泊兩段　迂迴著的心事
忽然間　所有的　談笑風生　瞬間戛然而止
靠著我　擋著你　風雨之中　不讓你被淋濕

我們在這個城市　流浪多少日子
卻從來沒有想到　有人能分享　你傾覆的心事

沒有了你叮嚀的日子　耳朵總感覺悵然若失
生活上來了又去　得了又失　是你給我扶持
不斷尋覓錯過了幾次　從來不知愛近在咫尺
回頭發現　熬過這些日子　總有你的影子

孤獨在　各自的　人生旅途　安靜或是飛馳
遇見了　彼此後　兩個靈魂　不再患得患失
有些話　想啟齒　欲言又止　你耐心等我解釋
微笑著　不說話　把我抱住　讓我像個孩子

在光陰這趟車上　浪費了多少日子
遇見你卻讓過去　所有的痛楚　通通被稀釋

沒有了你叮嚀的日子　耳朵總感覺悵然若失
生活上來了又去得了又失　是你給我扶持
不斷尋覓錯過了幾次　從來不知愛近在咫尺
回頭發現熬過這些日子　總有你的影子

沒有了你傾訴的日子　耳朵就感覺悵然若失
生活上來了又去　得了又失　你是我的堅持
陪我同遊餘生的日子　就算走到了窮途末日
天涯咫尺在人生的白紙　同愉快的寫詩

2008-11-04T21:16:00.006+08:00

this post is dedicated to.............. bestest bud LIM XIAN HUI!!!((:

(we love CO! lol tats like so long ago.. hahahah!!)

HAPPYYYYY 1*th BIRTHDAY!!!!! hahahah!! (only older than me by 1 yrs old anw=p)

xian, i know u have encountered some problems in school recently which seriously dampen ur mood, making u feel very confused, stressed, miserable, helpless, sucky, crappy... i put myself in ur shoes and i understand how u feel.. well, lets treat it as a challenge in life and learn to overcome it. we're bound to be faced with obstacles and at some unlucky point of time, come across things/plain idotic people which/who ruins our life.. but with each successful surmounting of the hurdles, we turn into a stronger person be it mentally or physically.. show and prove tat u would not be easily defeated nor intimidated.. no matter wat, learn to look on the bright side of life and often, u will achieve a great sense of satisfaction after everything.. so... don be emo ok? u have me who will give u support and be there for u too.. so no worries! (:

most imptly, always STAY POSITIVE and HAAPPYYYYY so tat u can be HEALTHY too!!!

don think too much, don give urself too much stress, don get overloaded with all the work, learn to take a breather, relax, smile, think of me, (ehem* jus jk..haha),think of ur JJ, think of ur family, ur frens, ur loved ones, happy memories, happy occasions.. do not give up!!! JIAYOU all the way!!

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPPPY HAAPPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
may all ur dreams cum true and take lotsa care!!

best wishes from ur buddy cum sister, ahjun((:

2008-11-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

2 BIG events took place over the weekends. if u didnt manage to catch any of them, all i can say is u have missed out on something GREAT.

1st, the taiwan golden bell awards.

ok i have missed this. since starhub cable tv does not have the channel and also though we can watch it online, the connection was lagging like nobody's business and the visual images were distorted.. so i could only catch up with the news thru sina/baidu/forum which obviously did not bring me any mood for excitment..

in any case, i just wanna encourage qiaoen to continue her hard work and perseverance in her acting career as her passion, potential, and capability have long been recognised by all.. she might not be the lucky winner this year but i am sure there will be more opportunities to come.. qiaoen, jiayou!!!

but its still gratifying that "fated to love" managed to clinch the best drama award.. such an achievement that requires the whole production team's effort and spirit is definitely more worthy, fulfilling and heart-warming.. roaring applause and cheersssssss for them!!! i am anticipating xiaotian and qiaoen's respective new drama/movie and hope that they will be nominated for next yr's golden bell or even better, to embrace the title and trophy deservingly .. ((:

2nd: LEE HOM MUSIC-MAN WORLD TOUR 2008.

i know it is often unfair and it might not be accurate to compare but thats the most effective way to put across how i felt about the concert. at least, to me, thats the best way.

on the whole, this concert is better than david tao's april concert, in terms of rendition and arrangments of songs, better than his own "Heroes of Earth" concert in 2006 in terms of costumes, surprises, dance, visual effects, BUT a slight disappointment being the missing out of very classic and soothing love songs, and more violin and instrument solos.. to put it simply: too many nice songs, too little time to finish singing them all.

but i can still feel the sincerity and the music-man energy, spirit, and will power that were being carried forward. his eye-pleasing looks, amazing talent and impactful voice touched my heart, satisfying all the desire of finding a perfect man, and fulfilling all the criteria of a perfect man. perfect music-man.
looking forward to his new album that is gonna be released soon soon soon!!

great shows, great weekends and that results in the great mood i have now.

ignoring the torturous schoolwork and the fact that i have a presentation on tues. yes that irritating asian cine. @#&#$*&@!

2008-10-22T21:41:00.003+08:00

*this is my temporary new blog skin as there's problem with my old one.. *

but i might change back to the old one again if the prob is being solved, if not, i think this skin is quite a nice one too. (:

anw, caught HSM3 gala premiere during the weekends and it was just FANTASTIC!!!!
if you are a hsm fan, u definitely wouldnt want to give this movie a miss!!! but i am so reluctant to let it come to an end..
i will miss troy, gabriella, sharpay, ryan, chad, taylor and the whole cast and crew of hsm since this would be the last series..even if theres a 4th, not all the characters will be involved including my beloved troy. oh man.. but its ok.. as dear zefron(zac efron) will be appearing in new upcoming movies and gorgeous vanessa will also be performing well in her singing career.

how i wish i am studying in east high now and being able to enjoy the school life they have in the show itself. it will be so fun with such conducive environment and with all the great friends and classmates around.. having lessons wouldnt be a torture there. well, it will never gonna happen. so *smacks head* and get back to reality.

i wanna be a wildcat. if i can..... wildcats rocks!!!

2008-10-18T23:25:00.007+08:00

WARNING: HEAVY IN CONTENT. READ AT UR OWN RISK.
*erm, not trying to be emo. its just some happenings in life tat made me feel like writing this post... read on only if u have the time*

i just came back from changi hospital an hr ago.
i am perfectly fine. nothing wrong with me.
but theres something seriously wrong with my grandpa.
that's his health. and it has caused him to be admitted into the hospital.
he has been in critical condition a few weeks back but has turned better to be transferred to a normal ward lately.

frankly speaking, though he is the father of my mother, and eventually the grandfather of mine, he is like a far-away relative to me, whom besides blood relationship, i have absolutly no connection with. i have never really spoke to him before, only just a basic courtesy of greeting, not to say even having a heart-to-heart talk with him. that is why sometimes i would very much admire those youngsters who have grandparents that are very close to them, whom they can share their problems and experience with, and whom they can communicate very well with.

when i am still young and naive, my grandpa seldom play around with me, or maybe i have no impression of him being close to me.
when i am obedient enough to know what is filial peity, my grandpa is already old enuf to experience the later stage of life.
he is the one and only eldest member of my family, but there's just too huge a gap between us which have never been brought closer even by one inch since i were young.

but its hard to contain the bitterness in me the moment i place my eyes on a weak and frail aged patient lying helplessly on the cold hospital bed.
i know he hurts. the incredulous pain which is totally hard to bear. i see him closing his eyes resting, but he just couldn't be in ease, even in his sleep. i know, because he is in agony.
as much as i know tat he is helpless, i couldn't do anything to help him lessen his pain. i see his crumpled face, his deep frown, his injuries and blue-blacks left behind as a result of the tubes being heartlessly inserted into his bony hands and body parts.

i have no wild wishes, but i just hope for the better. i hope my grandpa would be released from his pain and live happily and healthily. such a simple wish. but suddenly it seemed so hard to come true when the cruel fact dawns upon u.

i couldnt help but think if one day i would end up like him. like the rest of the patients. i dare not think about my mum and dad ever landing themselves in this kind of completely unfamiliar and empty place, yes, empty, not the surroundings but in the heart.

that's just life. and we have to learn to accept it.
i do not know what lies ahead of me. and theres no harm saying tat theres a possibility tat i am still young and alive now, but would never have the chance to talk to u again tomorrow. we never know. becos life is always so unpredictable.

we always say to ourselves: live life to the fullest, live life with no regrets, appreciate and treasure watever we have now, think of pple who are in a much miserable position than us and we will know tat whatever problems we face now are so insignificant.
we say all these to motivate and encourage ourselves, but how many of us really make the effort to remind ourselves about these and fulfill these simple meanings in life?

i am starting to lose a specific target and goal in life. specifically, i do not know what i want after i graduate. funny huh. if u know me well enuf, u should know tat i am so certain about the aspirations and ideals i have about my future. but tat was in the past. for now, i suddenly lose my way. i lose all the confidence and hope i have once held in me. i do not know what the future holds for me. everything seems so unimportant and unurgent to me now.

i know i shouldnt let this kind of negative thoughts and feelings get the better of me but they just couldnt be get rid of.

i know what i have to do now is to focus on the current work i have now, study hard, achieve what i should achieve, do wat i am supposed to do, not letting my parents down, and think less about things tat concern the uncertainties in future. but seriously, i do not know what the problem lies in me now..

fortunately, i have not totally lost the meaning in life yet. i still know what i am supposed to do now and i know i have to pull thru this period of time no matter how tough it is. i might have my friends and family with me to overcome watever tat blocks my way now, but i know i have to walk the remaining path and road myself. so, i have to stay strong.

dont worry peeps who happen to be concerned about me, i have no problems. i am perfectly fine. i just need a space to vent and rant. thank you for ur precious time if u have bothered to read my lengthy and meaningless (if it might seemed) entry..

its a new beginning tomorrow. and i think i am prepared for it. at least, a little. are you?

2008-10-09T15:19:00.004+08:00

what a joke.
i thought i could depend on myself, my own will, my own determination and power to overcome my illness. but ultimately tat was just too naive of me. i eventually gave in by visiting the polyclinic and waited for a god-knows-why-so-long 2 hrs queue to consult the doctor.

so now i have 4 kinds of medicine to consume. damn.

that goes to show how WEAK i am. yes i am.

anyway. sch's gonna start next mon. in just 4 days time.
a part of me is earning to go back to spend quality time with my frens in sch with that "don't wait till you step into the working society tat u start to regret not cherishing ur teenage schooling life" mentality, rather than staying at home rotting away with nothing better to do..

but another part of me is resisting the impending pressure and stress that will be arised from the intensive asignments+projects period once sch reopens.

so yes i am trapped in this self-contradicting circle of thoughts..funny ya.

but in any case, i just hope everything goes on smoothly for me next semester, to be more exact and precise, my last sem in np.
realise how time flies, and looking back at the numerous experiences i have been thru for the past 1 and a half yr.. well, not a good time for nostalgia. yet, i guess.

just to round up, i have had a pleasant hols. and mainly becos of radio 1003.
i will miss the days spent at the studio, on stage, at dragonfly, at the restaurant, EVERYTHING tat concerns radio 1003 and the DJ haunt. seriously. i will miss it. and of cos i will miss all the DJs there. especially kemin and ahken. double K. what a coincidence. they are all fun, friendly, lovely pple. how i wish time will just stop at the most wonderful moments in our lives. perhaps its not just reality tat is cruel. time is cruel in iteslf. but oh wells, time and tide waits for no man.. that is a kind of cruel reality isn't it?

so do not hesitate and grab hold of the precious moments u have now, appreciate and cherish everything u own now, spend ur time wisely, spend everyday to the fullest, and remember, not to leave behind any room for regrets.

luckily, there are always my idols to motivate me. whenever i on my laptop/flip my hp to see my dadong/xiaozhu/xiaogui as my wallpaper, it just brightens up my day.. whenever i on my msn to see my dp.. not forgetting to catch baifenbai, browse thru my pics folder.. forums and blogs to see their faces, to be informed of their latest news and updates, to feel their existence just gives me the strength to move on.. you dont just love them becos they are eye-candies worth admiring but becos your spirit will naturally be boosted when they appear before ur eyes..and to put it simply, they make u SMILE.. that is why i love my idols so much.. and not just remaining at the superficial level of being a plain fanatic..
they are the ones that keep me going along this tough and long stretch of road..

do bear this in mind, no matter what, you will never be alone. there will always be pple who will be there for u, who will stand by you, be it mentally, physically, or silently to give u all the support they can..

for me, it will be my friends, my sisters, my family, my idols and yeps radio 1003. (:

for them, i will strive for the best.

jiayou and take care pple!! =D

2008-10-06T22:27:00.005+08:00

why did you choose me? of all pple?
why did you want to cling on me, not wanting to let go, so stubbornly sticking to me?
what did i do to deserve this kinda treatment from you? why did i have to oblige to you? why did i have to surrender to you without any room for negotiation?

i hate you.
i really do.
can you just let me off,
set me free, please?

i hate this feeling. i feel breathless, restless and helpless.
but i can do nothing to prevent this feeling from overcoming me.
its so impulsive, so overwhelming, too much for me to bear, too fast for me to react.

i hate you.
disastrous FLU!!!!
pls GET LOST.
i am saffocating becos of you!
idoitic, irritating, sickening FLU.
stop lingering on me and tormenting my life pls!!!

i am suffering from sleepless nights becos of you.
i am using up almost all the tissue boxes i have at home.
i am stucked at home, with absolute no energy to go out and i have to give my camp/my shopping/k box session a miss becos of you!!
i am too weak to even open my mouth to talk, too drained to even care about blowing and wiping my nose.
if only you can let go of me, stand in my shoes and empathize with me.
its unbearable and it takes me so much courage and determination to stand up against you. i know i will not be defeated by you.
i will get well soon.
i will make sure i prove to you that i am capable of defending myself against you.
i will win over you. i will.

ah jun mei, u must jiayou!!!!!!

i am going to recover without visiting the clinic for a second time within a single week!!!!

2008-09-28T22:10:00.020+08:00

the days at radio 1003 are unforgettable memories carved deep in my mind..

i am satisfied with my performance though i didnt get into top 5..but i am glad i said what i am suppose to say, have been at my best form, tried my best, give it all my best and i leave no regrets behind..

thanks to ah ken.. he's my laoda cum shifu! he's really very caring, very understanding, very friendly, very encouraging, very nice!! he really helped me a lot! always giving me a lot of chances and exposure, and always telling me what points to take note, the areas that i can improve on etc.. he never gives up hope on me and polar..and always taking great care of us.. i think hes the best shifu i can ever get!! haha really, from the bottom of my heart, thanks ah ken laoda!!!((: but sorry to disappoint as i didnt get into top 5..): but its really an invaluable experience!

a picture says a thousand words.. here u go...~~~

me and my "make-up artist" shirley!!!((:

ah ken and ah jun!! LOL!!

us again at the finals!

polar, me and ah ken shifu cum laoda!!

me and yanzhi!

me and daphne!

me and ke min! shes always so sweet n nice!

me, shirl, and li mei!

me, shir, and jianwen! he's funny!!

me and xiaozhu!

me and wenhong! the real laoda!

me and jun min! his singing really rocks!

me and chun yan! ah ken says my singing sounds like her and tricked me in believing tat shes a guy!!.. lol!

weifang, shir, me and xiao yuan bang!

i will remember.. this september.. (:

2008-09-18T23:57:00.006+08:00

my beloved cristiano ronaldo is back back back back back on the pitch!!!!!!!!!!!

ok pardon me for my exaggerating state of euphoria which i could hardly contain right now!!!

although he made his first appearance only after 1 hr at the 2nd half of the match against vilareal yesterday, and man utd still couldnt manage to break a goaless record, he still didnt fail to deliver his speed, agility and creativity and possesses brilliant control over the ball.. seriously, i really missed him and am real glad that hes finally back with full committment to man u,(at least for this season), and with enthusiasm and passion in what he love most and best at.

its a great start for him and for man u, although the club should not be a one-man team and their matches should never be a one-man show. so prove to all that you guys are a UNITED team as a whole. i believe his return will somehow or rather boost the morale and confidence of the whole team and they will definitely make their way up the standings once again!!

go man utd!! go cr7!! i have faith in u guys as a team and show me and all man u supporters that u guys deserve it!!

i look forward to another great season that is dominated by the worldclass footballer!!

[pic taken at the man utd vs vila real's champ league match on 17sept08]

ronaldoooooooo<33333

2008-09-14T00:03:00.006+08:00

sorry pple for the lack of updates.. haha simply too lazy to do so..
basically there are not much to update.. except to say tat i went into the semi finals of radio 100.3's dj competition.. and all the participants are so strong, full of potential.. and its like so stressful but i will continue to be myself.. i hope i can perform well.. the main objective is not to impress the judges but to do my parents and myself proud..

so i am not tat particular about winning.. as long as i have tried my best..(:

another thing to say would be tat i found myself a telesurveyor job.. but i am still yet to be informed if i have passed my probation period.. frankly speaking i dont really feel like continuing my job though the pay is ATTRACTIVE.. becos i am actually calling pple, introducing them a new saving program and hopefully they will agree on a meet up with a financial consultant so tat i can arrange for their appointments.. but i will always end up getting "sorry, i am not interested" kind of response.. although this is expected of my job..
so ya.. the job is quite tough.. but i am in need of money.. so i am at wits end now.. but anyway, i will jus let nature takes its course..

finally... there is seriously nth much to blog about alr.. jus tat i am left with some activities like competition, hms leadership camp, work(maybe), leo activity, chs comm outing... tats all i can think about..

oh and of cos entertainment and relaxation which i am engaging and indulging everyday! haha tats all peeps..

enjoy ur hols=D

and jus to wish shunqing,

A VERY HAPPPPYYYYY BBIRRTHHDDAYY!!!!!!!

may all ur dreams cum true!!!!

take lotsa care n enjoy ur day lots gal!

its been great knowing u in xpirit!

we are all ZAI pple!! ROCK ON~~((:

2008-09-06T22:32:00.004+08:00

Thanks all who made this camp so fun, so interesting, so engaging, so enjoyable!

Thanks my GLs Evangeline and Edward the double Es for being so understanding, so enthu, so inspiring, so encouraging, so high!!!

Thanks my grp mates Audrey who has been a very good companion and partner! and the very childish and lame 'crybaby' chiat lin who always BULLY ME!!! hahaha GRP 4 ROCKS!!!

Thanks grp 3 peeps too.. jingxuan, sebas, shun qing, lian hui, derrick, beatrice and kelin(:

Thanks yanting, yvonne, su qin, kelly..u all are great to hang along with too!

Thanks ziyu n jiafeng for 'complimenting' me in some way.. LOL YEA LEO CLUB ROCKS!

Thanks all the comm members for contributing so much hard work and effort to make this camp a success.

the amazing race, the movie and the night walk are the most entertaining and enjoyable part!! i will miss those unforgettable moments where we do all the crazy, embarassing, tiring, but worthy, meaningful and fulfilling stuffs!

i am glad i made a wise decision to join this camp.(:

once again, i wanna shout:

papa 我很zai!
mama 我很zai!
pi li pa la 我很zai!
xpirt xpirt ZAI ZAI ZAI!!!

ps: pictures will be uploaded soon after i have received it.. stay tuned! (:

2008-09-03T22:22:00.007+08:00

ok since i wont be blogging for the next few days due to camps and stuffs as u know from what i mentioned in my previous post, i shall change my blog song and introduce u a series of songs from hot shot ost!!! hahaha enjoys~~~ esp to those who watch this drama.

元大鹰 GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!

SO CUUTEEEEE MY LOVE<3333

篮球火 ROCKS TO THE CORE!!!!!
luozhixiang<3333

霹雳烽火狼~~~ 霹雳霹雳霹雳绝对无敌~~~

2008-09-02T21:23:00.012+08:00

I have actually A LOOOOOTTT to blog about becos i have really done A LOOOTT since after mid-autumn festival on wed. but i am too lazy to write a lengthy post and i don wana provide an eyesore for u too. so i shall do a brief recap of what i have been doing the past few days and wat i WILL be doing for the next few days.

29 aug-Fri

went to school for ufm 1003 campus dj competition first round auditions.
afterwhich shirley and i went to recruit express in hope of finding jobs.

30 aug-sat

went to RSAF open house with my bestie and my sister. ok they are liying and liping. haha we took quite a lot of pictures but i am very lazy to upload them. for more info, pls view liping's blog. =p

31 aug-sun

went to ECP for LEO ATOMIC. its a gathering cum mass cycling session cum supposedly community service program. but we ended up PLAYING the whole day instd of picking up rubbish. and yea, besides cycling and using 15 dollars to buy NTUC food for each other(u need not understand this part), we also played SOCCER in which i self-proclaimed as the female version of c. ronaldo my beloved. omy don kill me pls. the point is tat i have indeed enjoyed myself. LEO ACTIVITIES ARE ALWAYS SO ENJOYABLE N INTERESTING and LEO PEEPS ARE SO ALWAYS SO FUN TO BE WITH!!tat explains why i am always so enthu in participating. LOL.

1 sept-mon

went to sing k with bestie n sister again. haha. its been like SOOOOOO LOOOONG since i went and so we sang ALOT and as usual, it will NEVER be ENOUGH. so i shall wait for our next k singing session again. (:

after tat met mummy to shop at orchard since she has got $30 taka voucher to spend. craving for DURIAN mooncakes! haha. i am so glad tat FINALLY we can get the chance to go out tgt as mum is always so busy with her work and i know she has no choice too. she is working so hard all for the good of our family. i really empathise her and i really appreciate her but i can do nth to help her. the only reward i can repay her with will be my results and my achievements.
mum, thanks for being my pillar of support. i will always do everything i can to make u proud. sorry if i have disappointed you but i will try my best to reduce ur disappointment to the bare minimum. loves!

2 sept-tues

went to jurong bird park! ok its a community service cum cca activity. each of us has to be in charged of a student from woodlands pri and be their so called "tour-guide cum role-model cum volunteer-teacher" for the day. overall, it was a fruitful trip. children are quite a handful. but i managed to relate to my boyboy zhiyong. he's cute but v mischievous! nonetheless, i am glad i chose him as my "children". (:

this is zhiyong! which reminds me of my small niece ah xiang ah boy=D

received a call to attend another job interview this coming sat. but i guess i am not going cos after browsing thru their company's website, i have absolute no interest in tat job alr. thanks. haha.

ok tats all tat i have done for the pass 5 days. indeed A LOT. have lots of activities lined up for me. and now i shall go on to update on wat i would be doing in the next few days. cos i wont be updating my blog then. since i will be gg to a camp next 3 days. details? read on and u will know.

tomorrow 3 sept wed.

job interview in the morning 11am which is at paya lebar which is like so far? ok nvm since my sec sch was tat far too. HOPE I WILL PASS TAT INTERVIEW BECOS I AM REALLY SERIOUSLY DYING TO GET A JOB NOW! I NEED $$$$$$$$$!!!

after interview, shld be gg bugis to shop for bottoms.

4 sept to 6 sept-XPIRIT CAMP. hope it will be FUN and GREAT!!!!don make me regret my decision. =D

7 sept- sun
ufm 1003 campus dj competition first public audition at compass point. was not hoping to really make it to the finals or any sort becos i only treated it as a learning experience and i just wanna have FUN. so yeps, let nature takes its course and allow everything to flow smoothly. no expectations, no wish, no desire, no guarantees, no nothing. just for the FUN and experience. (:

8-9 sept- CHS comm gathering cum chalet!!! =DDDD

ok i shall update till this date for now. as u can see, although i am still jobless,i am indeed busy with things to do and complete and attend EVERYDAY. it will gonna be even more hectic if i got a job. but its ok as i have alr mentioned, my goal is to spend my hols meaningfully and fulfilling. and i believe i will achieve it. (: so do u ya? =D

2008-08-28T23:26:00.007+08:00

A VERY BIG THANK YOU to all chs comm members and all who have helped in one way or another in making this mid-autumn festival a success!
everyone of you counts!! we have pulled through and its all over now!! a heavy burden off my back like finally!! CHEEERRSSS!!!!

of cos thank you T01 for coming down! u guys rocks!! ((:

waiting for our class gathering soon!

now that the big event is over, (though i still have to do up the name list to key in cca pts those misc admin stuffs) its time i really sit down and draw out my plan for this hols. hopefully i will spend this hols more meaningfully and fulfilling than the previous. I MUST.

so firstly would be to find a part-time job with good pay.
secondly to read all the story books i bought but haven even started flipping thru.
thirdy would be catching up with all the dramas that i am currently chasing or wanna start chasing.
forthly to achieve my shopping and singing desire, meet up with all my beloved frens n juniors n sisters.
fifthly to go for camps and leo activities.
sixly.... still in the process of thinking.
but i think tats all for now.

anw, do spend ur hols wisely if not u will regret when sch reopens.

stay happy and live everyday to the fullest!!

=D

2008-08-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO..........

DDDAAAA DOOONNGGG 汪东城!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPPY BIRRTHDAAYYY TOOO YYOOOUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!

DONG DONG, haha i have never failed to forget 24th of August which is your birthday!!
although the idol list of mine has been going on and on,(how i wish i am not so huachi =p) it is no doubt you are still ranked no 1 on the list! and this is a fact that will not be changed for the years to come. pls trust me, cos i am loyal!(:

i am currently waiting patiently for your new show with rainie.. and i know it will definitely gonna be a nice one! (since you are gonna give away ur first on-scene kiss to rainie which i am def so jealous @#*%&! but its ok since rainie's a babe) seriously, i am starting to develop a sickish feeling for watching taiwan idol dramas, becos its always revolving round the same if not similar storylines, and seriously lack some breakthrough.. but for ur sake, i will still give u my utmost support and i am confident that ur shows will always be special and full of surprises. (:

also, i must mention that i am anticipating FAHRENHEIT'S SINGAPORE CONCERT in supposedly DECEMBER? i hope to see u real soon cos I MISS YOU! and i wanna see u with ur new hairstyle and refreshed look!

of cos, you will always be that handsome, cute, funny, outgoing, sincere, hardworking and cool ROCKER+singer+actor!!!
and i wish u and ur mum happy and healthy always!
may your career be and will stay at its peak for as long as it could!
may whatever u do be smooth-sailing and successful as u wished it would!
continue to strive hard for ur dreams, and achieve the best that u wished!

东，生日快乐！我爱你哦~~~~

要继续努力冲刺到底！！！

就算世界与我为敌，我超喜欢你~~~~~~~~~

要一直加油，加油再加油 ok?

(((((:

=DDDDDDDDDD

2008-08-20T23:21:00.012+08:00

YES FINALLY CON LANG IS OVER and i do not give a damn to watever hell i will be getting cos of the serious lack of time for me to complete my answers, and what more hell can it bring with us having to write answers that are so looooooonnngg and time-consuming! arghhhhh anw its OVER, and i jus have to emphasise for one more time, its OVER!!!!!

but its not exactly over for me yet since i still got the mid-autumn festival event on hand, and i am apparently the overall in charge and its freakingly my very first time handling such a big event by myself and also help and support from all comm members. pple, we can do it and make this event a successful one!!! jiayou!! jus one more week before i can proclaim i am free from everything related to sch stuffs!

anw anw, the OLYMPIC fever is still hanging in the air and now, i shall officially announce some of my new-found sports idols! which i have done so in my previous entry but i insist on mentioning them again, and they are:

1. SUPER DAN 超级丹，林丹

the world no 1 male badminton player!!

he's so COOL especially the way he jumps high and hit the target, the aggressive way of playing where each movement is filled with energy and the dying-to-win spirit showcased in every match that he plays! he simply puts in his utmost effort in each n every match n he did a brilliant job this season. LIN DAN U R FANTASTIC and the GOLD medal is wat u have won for urself and have proven to all of us u r still the rightful CHAMPION! and i must say xie xing fang and him make a sweet couple. ROCK ON SUPER DAN!!<3333

2. MICHEAL PHELPS.

well, actually i jus admire his incredible skills, talent and potential. and was simply amazed by how he can make such outstanding and astounding achievements becos he jus keeps breaking so many world and olympic records!! i wonder how he actually did that! he just have that capability.
BUT of cos i do not love him as much as how sarah does and how i do love LIN DAN. haha but i must say he's just great!

3. ZHANG YI NING.

still the world no 1 female table tennis player!
as much as i do like FENG TIAN WEI from singapore too, but i still admire zhang yi ning. becos shes always so calm and composed, be it winning or losing, perhaps she doesnt really show her emotions that clearly on her face.. but its that attitude that makes me think she's cool! and thats when being fast and steady wins the competition where table tennis is concerned! and she has got all that it takes to be ranked top of the world!!

actually LIU XIANG will soon be in my list too just that i haven seen him back on the tracks yet. hopefully his injury will recover soon and he can prove to me that he does live up to his reputation. LIU XIANG, I KNOW U CAN DO IT!! JIAYOU!!

well i am still trying to find some more olympics or rather sports idol,but i guess these 3 will still be the first few on my new-found idols list.

oh and ARGENTINA VS NIGERIA soccer match FINALS this coming sat!!!
who will win and clinch the GOLD MEDAL?? we shall find out ourselves this sat..

sayonara~~~~

2008-08-17T22:30:00.001+08:00

WE HAVE CREATED HISTORY!!!

CONGRATS SINGAPORE AND TEAM TABLE TENNIS!!!!! WE HAVE WON A SILVER MEDAL!!!!!
WE ARE ALL SO PROUD OF YOU GALS!!
IT WAS A FANTASTIC MATCH WITH UP-TO-STANDARD PERFORMANCE, A BRILLIANT EXECUTION OF STRATEGIC SKIILLS AND AGGRESSIVE ATTACKS WITH DYNAMIC ENERGY!!!

ITS A WONDERFUL EFFORT PUT IN BY THE GALS AND DEFINITELY A MEMORABLE N TOUCHING MOMENT FOR ALL SINGAPOREANS!!!

once again presenting to u our SINGAPORE TABLE TENNIS TEAM!!!

(from left)wang yue gu, FENG TIAN WEI, li jia wei!!!!

CHEERIOS HIP HIP HURRAY!!!!=D

JIAYOUUUUUU ALLLL THE WWAYYYYYYY(((:

2008-08-13T20:52:00.007+08:00

ok i know i have been literally leaving my blog to rot as if its none of my business, BUT now i really feel the urge to blog a lot about the OLYMPICS fever!!!

omg i have been like so addicted in watching the olympics on channel U, ch 5 and cable tv, from soccer, basketball, badmintion, table tennis to gymnastics and swimming.. its simply an indulgence and whenever i switch on the tv, i just cant resist the temptation to watch it despite the fact that i haven even finished revising my con lang. oh well but i think olympics is something not to be missed! once i start watching it, i could not help but continue watching until the whole match has ended. Especially when on top of ch 5 and U, there's still channels on cable tv that also provide live telecast of so many different matches at one go, its even harder not to stick ur butt on the sofa and be reluctant to even move an inch.

So in case u are wondering what i have been doing recently since i have not been updating my blog on a regular basis, i have been addicted to watching olympics! and i have found myself more idols in the sports sector and they are..................................

1. LIN DAN (the world no 1 badminton player!)
he is so zai can!!! his skills are simply brilliant and the way he uses his LEFT hand to surf the racket is stunning! oh and the main point is he's quite good-looking too.. perhaps 认真的男人最帅！
omg i am hua chi-ing again.. =p

2. Micheal phelps- the LIVING LEGEND!
he is undeniably the renowned record-breaker which i dont think u need any further elaboration from me. he's a fantastic player, the greatest olympian, and simply the man of the season, a leaving legend, thats all i can say. hua chi-ing for the nth time.

3. Zhang yi ning. -the world no 1 table tennis player!
i have been attracted to her formidable and incredible skills since last season's olympics and i am certain she's going to make a fantastic season this year yet again. she's my role model! not hua chi-ing for now as she's a gal. LOL

well, i do admire many other players especially those american swimmers cos they always showcase their potential to the fullest and never fails to perform at their very best state. its the winning spirit and strong determination i see in all the players that is enuf to make me give them my utmost respect.(:

last but not least, just to clarify i only admire and respect the above mentioned players, cos the only sports player i admire and LOVE at the same time is my one and only

CRISITANO RONALDO!!!

he's still the forever hot and handsome dude whom i will support with all my heart and soul! i don care if he is being bombarded with all the rumours, scandals or negative news saying how unfaithful, undisciplined or arrogant he can be, i will still respect every decision he makes and will continue to support him! no matter if he is in man u or going to real madrid, well the point is he's still c ronaldo, the amazing world player! (though i still prefer him staying in old trafford)
jus too bad i can only see him back on the fields next season. cant wait!! hope he will fully recover from his ankle injury and be fully prepared to stirke back!! GO RONNY!!

anw, all the best to all the olympians! regardless of whether they did clinge the medal or they failed to do so, its the olympic spirit that each player upholds which matters the most.

oh not to forget GAMBATEH to all who are chiong-ing for exams! good luck to myself too!
haha it sounds so out of place here to suddenly talk about STUDIES, but still i have to say it as con lang exam is just next tues! oh man.. if i dont do well this time, i am prepared to be spanked by my mum for sure..

so, JIAYOU TO ALL, and to all my idols! which i don wish to name to avoid being hua-chi again=D

2008-08-02T00:13:00.007+08:00

i have changed my blogskin! ya like finally..
u know finding a nice and suitable blogskin needs time and is not so easy.. well this is not the blogskin i initially wanted to use but its ok as i think this skin is jus as fine(:

sweet, simple, cheerful, refreshing n nice. =D

nothing much to update except to say basically i am only left with video and new media photo exhibition now. not really wanting to count in the final big exam on 19th aug. BOO.
tats for the studies part, if not i am still left with the planning and coordinating of mid-autumn festival. hopefully it will be a successful one. i really hope so.
gambatte yj!! u can do it!! and i am looking forward to upcoming leo events and also holidays!!
but the prerequisite of slacking will be firstly, to finish all the things that i am supposed to do so. =(
in any case, the long-awaited entertainment period cum resting time is coming soon and that somehow motivates me to move on n work harder. So jy to all! (:

HOT SHOT IS UNDENIABLY NICE N YEAH I KNEW THE RATING WOULD BREAK THE RECORD OF A PARTICULAR TW DRAMA FOR SURE!

GO YUAN DA YING(starring luozhixiang!) =D

some pple r simply an idiotic fool who deliberately wants to harm pple in one way or another with no reason.
oh well, do u think pple care? they don even give a damn abt it pls. cut it out man.

2008-07-30T22:34:00.008+08:00

I must admit i cant be a debator. i simply cant and i sucks at it.
i thought i have done enuf preparation but i am wrong. totally wrong.
i am damn disappointed with myself.
i am so sorry towards my mum and dad.
they helped me a lot and have wanted the best out of me. but i have disappointed them.
they travelled all the way down to sch to pass me my laptop jus becos my bad memory failed me but in the end, its me that failed them.

this feeling sucks and i hope to get over with it. at least its over now. and i know this bitter feeling will struck me yet again when i receive my final results for all subj. and i know the major problem lies in the decision i seriously regret making but useless to change anything now. beware of my ranting and venting of my frustration and disappointment and all negative feelings again next month.

anw bad news and sad tone aside,

ITS XIAOZHU aka SHOW aka LUO ZHU REN aka MR PIG aka 元大鹰 aka

LUO ZHI XIANG's 19th BIRTHDAY today!!!!!!

don be shocked when i say he's 19.. cos i insist he's 19 though he's actually 10 yrs older. HAHA LOL but he's young at heart! and u cant see from his appearance tat he's alr going to 30 right??!!
jus say u agree.

XIANG,
may u and ur mum stay happy and healthy always!!
hope u can find a gf whom i think is compatible with u soon! LOL
may all ur albums hit no 1 on charts and all ur dramas to hit the top rating list!
stay young and handsome forever!!!
you are forever the super uber shuai and cute and funny and generous and hardworking
DANCING KING!!!!

will support u as long as u r in this entertainment line and will continue to do so even if u r not.
i have never regretted giving my support to someone who has such strong determination and perseverance towards his dreams, and who is always ready for and never afraid of new challenges ahead of him.

LUO ZHI XIANG, KEEP ON GOING!!!!! JIAYOU!!!!!

LLOVOOVVEEESSSS(:

2008-07-26T14:59:00.004+08:00

i have practically left this blog resting in peace for the past few weeks and it has now miraculously come alive and that's because i wanna share with u guys my blog song.=D

this song is sang by shi xinhui and i believe if u have watched 'perfect cut', you would have been more than familiar with this ending song 《你没想像中的那么爱我》.

i am simply attracted to this song and of cos i do like the opening song 《我知道我变漂亮了》too which i have to acknowledge shi xinhui's composing capabilities! but i feel tat the ending song is more impactful and the mood goes so well with the drama whenever it comes to the heartwrenching part of the story.

anw this show has come to an end yesterday, much to my reluctance, as i've really enjoyed watching it! i never regretted giving up other impt stuffs jus to watch tat 1hr show. i have indeed learnt quite a lot of meaningful principles and truths of life from this show, of which has sometimes reflected quite a bit of myself too. i seriously thinks this is the very first and most successful breakthrough mediacorp has made after so many yrs. (not counting in those starring jeanette aw. her dramas are an exception. =p) finally there is a show that is worth 1 hr of my time to stick my eyes on.

hopefully jeanette aw's《沸腾冰点》that is coming up soon will be another worthy watch.

ps: yj, jiayou for next week! you can do it and make the best out of urself! (:

2008-07-05T20:13:00.015+08:00

i am writing this post while doing something impt.. yea guess u will think i am doing assignments or projects and stuffs relating to my cca or so.. but haha u r wrong! i am watching taiwan golden melody award ceremony now!!! ya entertainment is considered an important part of my life.. no entertainment is equivalent to no life..

anw i am so glad that jay chou's 青花瓷 which is one of my fav song has clinched both the 'best melody' and 'best song' award woohooooooo!!!!! although he didnt attend the ceremony personally, fang wen shan, on behalf of him, still helped carried home the most number of awards for tat night! fang wen shan also received the best lyricist award based on tat song too!! woooooooooohoooooo~~~
oh ya and i have to mention that the 4 hosts who are patty hou, tao jing ying, big and small S respectively undeniably captured the most attention that night! the whole ceremony would not have been complete or successful without their pinch of humour and the fun elements they injected into the show! i can imagine you nodding incessantly in agreement with me if you have also witnessed this grand occasion of the year!

of cos the highlight of the ceremony would be the announcing of the best male and female singer award!! and the title goes to..................

GARY CAO & TANYA CHUA respectively!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i was expecting and hoping for eason chen to be awarded best male singer but... its ok as i still believe the judges have brought gary justice as his singing capability is definitely recognised by all too..and i am particularly very curious about who exactly is his gf which he so openly express his gratitude to in front of the whole lot of audience and cameras! attention pls paparazzi!!!! its your job to go find out immediately and provide us with the latest first hand astonishing news isnt it??? HAHAHHHHAH I WANNA KNOW LA!!!!

oh and not forgetting tanya's contribution for doing us proud by being our GLORY!! its already very gratifying to have 3 singapore singers taking up half of the seats in the nomination list and it is even honourable to have tanya clinching the award!! (:

overall, it was such a bliss to the ears and a total enjoyment to watch outstanding singers and band performing familiar songs on stage that simply gets the whole of the audience singing along with unity..

虽然我的音乐天赋不是很高，但往往就是音乐，也只有音乐，才能把每个人的心系在一起，把每个不同的个体聚集在同一个氛围里。

奇妙的是，音乐，就是有这样的魅力。

最后送上一句：" 爱上音乐的理由不会有错 "。(which is quote from what one of the award winners mentioned in her thankyou speech)

2008-06-29T17:08:00.016+08:00

ok i think its time my post on the japan trip be kept in both the archive section and in my memory and in urs if u have given me ur patience and attention on the previous super long post and allow me to turn over a new page for my blog now..

school was and is still as hectic and busy and boring as ever.. with projects, tests and presentations that kept coming our way and teachers that never fail to set high expectations on us which just drives me into a wth-no-choice-but-hang-on mentality.. adding in the fact that i have to rush out proposal progam list and budget list for lantern festival event and have to conduct meetings for chs comm and also attend meetings for leo club, plus completing portfolio 2 and filming video in time to come...

theres jus 2 very simple words i can conclude from the above: NO LIFE.

no time for entertainment, meeting-up with friends, slacking, sleeping, but all work and no play just makes me a dull girl with NO LIFE.

anw do not be convinced on the fact that i really do not have any entertainment now, becos of cos i do! and i am glad dadong's show is still on, so there's AT LEAST something for me to anticipate every week now..(and the show is getting nicer and nicer and more exciting and is reaching its climax!) and following dadong's show will be xiaozhu's HOT SHOT( lan qiu huo) which is yet another much anticipated show that will definitely brighten up my spirits and bestir my soul to get on with life again. oh and i am at wits end now as to buy or not to buy xiaozhu's dvd!!! i have been very cautious in spending money on merchandises recently but the urge and temptation have struck the greed and desire in me once again.. ok i think i shall go for it but i have to make all e way down to db which i am lazy to do so..i think i shall jus preorder from a nearby cd shop will do.. (:

its been one week since i came back and i am still not fully ready to accept challenges ahead of me.. i wanna go back and forget everything here.. i miss everything there.. i do not have to think too much, nor do i have to worry about anything or land myself in a state of confusion there.. everything jus seems to be slow but steady-moving there (when u jus go for a visit/holiday but not stay/live there as a citizen) unlike the fast and competitive pace here that is enuf to strangle and force you to the verge of death..

REALITY, is what that kills.

2008-06-21T13:38:00.181+08:00

HI EVERYONE AND I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!

like finally, finished uploading the photos and writing this entry... so pple, pls kindly tag me after reading because i spent a lot of time and effort writing this post! haha!
i just wanted to share my experience with you guys and hopefully you will enjoy reading this entry! thats all that i wanted from y'all actually. =D so lets start off!

HOKKAIDO TRIP 14 JUNE TO 20 JUNE 08

i have plenty of photos to share with you guys but i guess i will just choose selective ones to post it here and of cos, i will also keep my entry as short and simple as possible as i understand its a boredom to read lengthy sentences and since i am lazy in typing too..oops

Day 1#

changi airport-tokyo narita airport

on the plane..

narita airport-HOKKAIDO

dinner at hotel.

in the room..

thats our hotel for the first day.

DAY 2#

Bear ranch.

MT. Showa. (an active volcano)

strawberry farm.

i dont eat strawberries becos i simply don like the sour taste of it! BUT the strawberries over at hokkaido was incredibly amazingly sweet that i plucked and ate about 20 of them!! OISHIIIIII

steamboat lunch by the sea

AINU village

the Ainu are aborigines of Northern Japan and we got to learn some of their culture and history and also watched some of their traiditonal performances.

the friendly Ai nu people(:

SHOPPING TIME!!!!!

this is the shop which sells white lovers chocolates, milk chocolates and sweets, melon sweets, chocolate cookies, hello kitty stuffs, tons and loads more with 10% discount..of cos a chance to shop till you drop not to be missed!!!

and this is the shopping street outside the shop and i think this stretch of path is nice!

oh and i would very much want to introduce you guys the handphones in japan which are seriously gorgeous ok!! we dont get to see these handphones in singapore.. their handphones are so modern and stylish! count in the fact that the whole of japan uses 3G phones..
look at these disney style mobile phones..

and this is the handphone i am dying for now!! its so damn nice la omg!!

after which, dinner was teppanyaki and i thought the food was awesome! trust me, i am a poor and spendthrift(like real) girl who had never tasted teppanyaki ala seoul garden style ever in my 17+ years of life so the feeling of making my own hotplate was great!

then it was back to hotel and this time round, i got to go in the hot spring and to wear japanese yukata!!

kawaine!!! ok i mean the yukata la.. haha!

i actually dreaded the high temperature of up to 40 degree celcius in the hot spring but later decided to give it a try before i regret.. if not, whats the point of going hokkaido/japan when you didnt plunge yourself into their famous hot spring?? so regardless of your gender, race, religion, or watsoever, you have to be bare nekkid in the hot springs and it was a rather.... special experience, shall i put it that way? haha but the point is i realise the temperature in the hot spring was still acceptable to me! and it was beyond my expectation to find it comfortably enjoyable in the hot spring! but you cannot soak yourself in it for long of cos.. orelse you will find yourself on the hospital bed the next morning you wake up suffering from hypertension and still in a state of dizziness.

DAY 3.# 16 JUNE.
ATTENTION:

ITS MY BRO'S BIRHTDAY. AND YES HE IS CELEBRATING HIS BDAY OVERSEAS FOR NOT THE FIRST TIME.

and the pressie i secretly bought for him in one of the souvenir stores is a stitch soft toy..yes STITCH is his CRAZE.

ok, back to topic,
first stop of the day was Otaru canal. the canal is so clean and look at the buildings and greenery around it! lovable scenery!

Music Box Museum.

there are a wide variety of music boxes which are all so delicate-looking!

i simply find this stretch of roses very nice!

and their buses which are so much of an ancient European style!

ICE CREAM TIME!!! crazyawesome five flavours hokkaido icecream which i decided to forgo the chance of having it all by myself but let my parents have it.

While i had my lavender cup icecream which tasted equally nice!

LUNCH!!!

YES, not again! steamboat!!! haha.. but believe me again, i only have steamboat during special occasions like chinese new year, while other than that, i dont get a chance to enjoy it so i dont mind eating steamboat everyday in hokkaido! haha!

HOT SPRING RESORT.

OUR ROOM. 1626. there is an underlying meaning behind these 4 numbers. care to make a guess? haha (:

and this is what they call a Tatami room- an authentic traditional Japanese room and they have yukata hanging in the sliding closet, and hot green tea ready on the low-lying table for you to spend quality time chatting with your family members in the late warm afternoon.

and it was hot spring at night and with me in my Yukata again.

Day 4#

milky way and shooting star Waterfall.

Fox farm.

some of the foxes are apparently left to roam free as they cannot be confined in a given space while some dangerous ones are enclosed in the cages.

lunch was steamboat again and yes be prepared to see me posting images of steamboat everyday as what we eat over at hokkaido were indeed steamboat everyday! haha..

trust me, i don like to camwhore but just found the mirrors nice so i decided to take a pic of me in it.

for obvious reasons, i cant get to see posters or pictures of my idols in japan but its still good to see familiar faces on the endorsement posters of the vending machines.. SMAP! and of cos Takuya Kimura, the idol of my idols who is such a handsome dude<333

and look at the whole row of vending machines located outside our lunch place.. in hokkaido, or rather in japan, you will come across a vending machine within a short walking distance. you hardly see any in Singapore. not even in hotels.

Pink moss garden.
the garden suppose to look like this when it was flower blooming season (the pic below is a poster)

ISN'T IT SUCH A PICTURESQUE AND BEAUTIFUL SIGHT??!!

BUT we went during the summer season so there are NO pink moss for us to see..boooooo!!

luckily there were still a patch of them. still nice with me in it. (you can choose to ignore this sentence)

and then Mt. liu2 huang2 which i think i have forgotten the english name of the mountain but anyway the yellow smoke you see in the picture is not toxic/poisonous but the smell is goddamn AWFUL! smells like some kinda decomposed durian..yucks and i was told the yellow smoke was SULPHUR.. gosh..
but no doubt i have to smile happily in the picture..

the youngsters you see in the pic above are from my tour grp..the one in white is the only shuai ge there.. haha!
then it was hot spring again! but nono you dont have to be bare nekkid here as this is just a public hot spring designed for 'leg spa'.. LOL the spring water was hotter than the hot springs in the hotel but luckily i still managed to endure the boiling temperature and find some comfort in it after some time..

this hot spring water is drinkable.. not to worry, the water is DIFFERENT from the one we used to soak our legs in..

hot spring resort at night again.. so i am once again wearing the yukata the hotel provided..

Day 5#

Lake Akan. -Boat Cruise.

in the boat.

thats our boat!

Scenic Stopovers galore..

then it was SHOPPING TIME.............which marks the end of day 5..

Day 6#

took domestic flight back to tokyo.

Asakusa Kannon Temple in tokyo.

then it was FREE & EASY which means shopping time again which also means making more holes in my mum's pockets again... oops

then it was day 7 which is time for us to say BYE to JAPAN and back to singapore.

Time really flies when you go on a holiday when all you have to do there is to eat, sleep, take plane/bus rides, and visit places of interests. like what our tour guide said, you go to tokyo for shopping, but you come to hokkaido to GET AWAY. get away from your hectic busy life, get away from the stress and competition, get away from all unhappiness, simply just get away in order to put everything behind your mind and completely RELAX.
but after getting away for about 1 week's time, its time you come back to face reality and continue with life, adjust to your normal routine again, no matter how much you might detest it.

i really appreciate the days i spent at hokkaido especially with my family members, as we dont really have the time to get together, even sitting around the table to have a proper meal together seems difficult.. so going on a holiday has truly been a great opportunity to spend quality time with your family members. i feel so blessed.

now that i have returned to Singapore, everything just seems to go back to normal and i deeply missed the one week spent at hokkaido.. overall, its such a memorable experience and wonderful trip for me. hopefully we will get the chance to go overseas again before i am flying to china next yr..it will be even greater if kai ren and aunt rose were to join us too.. (:

i miss hokkaido, i miss japan, i miss their food, their accomodation, their cleanliness, their hospitality, their icecream, their hot spring and i miss you too..

but watever it is, i will continue to live everyday to the fullest.

1 more day to sch reopen....strongly protest but in vain..

i wanna study in japan!! =D

2008-06-21T10:30:00.004+08:00

upon request by desmond, i am here to do the quiz! but sorry for doing it only now as i just came back from japan ytd... and see i am so good and efficient to complete this quiz even before starting to blog about my trip.. haha jus jk.. ok here it goes:

1)Study hard or Play hard?
- BOTH. to get a balance in life is important.

2)Who is the person you trust most?
-the cruel fact is that you can trust nobody. so i only trust MYSELF.

3)Do you think you have enough confidence?
- sometimes. It depends on what area/aspect/circumstances/situations and also if there are any external influences boosting or knocking my confidence.....

4)If you have a dream come true , what would it be?
-to be happy and healthy always, together with my family. this is a simple yet always the hardest-to-acheive dream. (putting aside the dream of hoping to have someone like dadong,xiaozhu, xiaogui as a bf and being able to go EUROPE or simply travelling around the earth. LOL)

5)What is your idea of a friend?
- someone whom you can share all problems with, who is willing to share what he/she have with you without earning for anything in return, who cares for your feeling and can always joke and crap with you.

6)What is your goal this year?
- to acheive good results.

7)Do you believe in eternity love?
-yes in tv dramas. BUT not in REALITY.

8)If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
-TRAVEL ALL AROUND THE WORLD WITH MY FAMILY, BUY AN APARTMENT, A CAR, ALL DADONG,XIAOZHU,XIAOGUI'S MERCHANDISE, SET UP MY OWN RADIO STUDIO, DO CHARITITES, ETC ETC ETC. (BUY EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD LA, SINCE YOU HAVE ALL THE MONEY IN THE WORLD. LOL)

9)If time were to unwind , what would you want to change?
-nothing. i prefer to take things as they come.

10)Balloons or Candy?
-Candy. cos it can be eaten but balloons cant and they get deflated very soon.

11)What feelings you hate the most?
-any kind of NEGATIVE feelings. you name it, i hate it.

12)What is your childhood ambition?
-quite a few. doctor, teacher, lawyer, actress......as you know, children tend to think and imagine a lot which is often just a random remark they make at that point of time in life.

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
-that depends on how you define love. but i think my answer is gonna be a NO. ( but i love dadong the very first moment i saw him on tv, ok i know this is not LOVE la. Haha. )

14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-MY FAMILY and GOOD HEALTH.

15)Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
-MY FAMILY.

16)People who are going to be hated by you?
-those unlucky ones. i cant think of any now. LOL.

17)Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
-desmond: funny, lame, smart, efficient, someone who have strong determinaton and perseverance towards his dreams and goals.
-liying: kind, fun, caring, trustworthy, simply a good friend whom you can talk, eat, laugh, joke, crap and hang out with! (:

18)Do you deserve to be loved?
-as long as you are a human being who has feelings, you deserve to be loved.

19)What are you doing now?
-doing this quiz. =.=

20)which country do you wish to visit or go again?
GO TAIWAN, JAPAN AND AUSTRALIA AGAIN!!! & wish to go PORTUGAL ONE DAY TO SEE C. RONALDO! LOL and i wanna go VENICE too!!!!!!)

Instruction : Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them at the end of the post. Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged. Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

i guess most of my friends have done this quiz so i shall not tag anyone. i am kind. =D

2008-06-13T21:34:00.005+08:00

I WILL BE BACK ONLY NEXT FRIDAY 20 JUNE AT ARD 6 PLUS IN THE EVENING..

MISS ME IF YOU WAN...
HECK CARE ME IF YOU DON WAN..
...........
DON WAN WHAT? I ALSO DONNO..
JUST TAKE CARE PEEPS & I WILL SET OFF TO HOKKAIDO ON BEHALF OF U GUYS.. HAHA

BBBBBYYYYYYEEEESSSSSS

ps: i am still stuck at portfolio 1 when i am flying off tmr.. don even know if the 10 photos r acceptable.. its next fri tat i come back.. i seriously do not know if i still have the time to send jane the photos in time for her to develop..
arghhhhh, i really hate new media like how i hate......nvm.. i like to take photos.. but as some kinda hobby or interest and NOT as a module to be graded!!!
how how how?????? i am damn pissed off but i can do nothing about it.. i am creating a big fuss out of nth at all.. i jus hate new media..
dadong, xiaozhu n xiaogui give me some strength PLSSSSSSS!!!!!
nvm i am not going to care anymore.. i will just enjoy myself wholeheartedly at hokkaido and push everything behind my mind.. i just wanna ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY LA....

REST ASSURED I WILL ENJOY MYSELF THERE FOR SURE.

WOOHHOOOOO BELIEVE ME I AM SO EXCITED=D

2008-06-12T23:59:00.004+08:00

damn new media has made me gone insane and just a step towards complete breakdown(ok its a little too exaggerating i mean just a little) when all we have to do is to take photos and take photos and take photos and then get rejected rejected and rejected!!!!

really grateful towards my laopo peishan for being our 'model' and giving us her utmost patience the entire of today.. u r great peishan!! thanks a lot!!
remember to approach me if you are in need of any help in future!! and so we have finished taking photos for the grp project BUT BUT BUT we have to be mentally prepared that some might be rejected..and we finish it fast becos for the whole of next week i am not in Singapore and the rest are involved in naps camp too.. so ya we have to finish it fast before time is catching up on us and we cant hand up our work on time!

i seriously have to think throu thoroughly what had gone wrong with me to have chosen this as one of my electives.. now that i have developed a phobia of taking photos(ok thats a white lie).. but the bad thing aside, i did learn quite a lot from this module which might more or less help me in my future carrer, i mean HOPEFULLY.

on a happy note, i am flying off to HOKKAIDOOOOOOOO this sat!!!!!
just fyi, hokkaido is in japan but of cos i suppose all of u would know..
BUT i am still having cough and sorethroat which doesnt seem to get any better.. pls make me recover from this stupid cough by tmr becos i cant afford not to taste hokkaido chocolates and ice-creams and watever nice food!!!

for those who 'requested' me to buy back stuffs for them, i will NOT... be so cruel not to accept ur request so i will try my best to see what i can get.. Haha i am always kind.. and of cos theres no guarantee that the request will be successful..

but rest assured i will bring lots of photos back to share it via this platform and let us admire the beauty of hokkaidooo and the beauty of photography!!!(oh pls ignore the last 5 words of my sentence as thats the biggest joke in the history of mine.. Haha..

ok i am seriously drained out from taking photos today and i shall end my post here...

will be back again next weekend! stay tuned~~~~

LOL =D

2008-06-09T23:41:00.023+08:00

Its my beloved les mate CHEN QIUYU QIUIQU's bday last fri (6 of june)!!
really apologise for the late post cos was really busy with video proj and other misc stuffs..

action speaks louder than words.. so here i am to write and post the pics taken on that day!

enjoys~~

THE BABE-BIRTHDAY GAL! qiuqiu~~

THE MJR CLIQUE!! WE ROCKS!!!(:

xian, me, melissa and peishan laopo!

qiu, zhen, hui, xian and me!

ok i know, its a formation of 'Q.I.U.Y.U' in failure.. haha LOL!

yizhen, qiu, me, huihui the sisters foreva!

zhen and me!

hui and me(:

once a les mate, always a les mate! LOLLOLLLL

qiu, hope u had a wonderful bday tat day! and may all ur dreams come true!
all the best for A levels and i am sure u will excel!!
u have been a great partner and u will always be my best buddy cum best les mate cum best friend foreverrrr!
lets jiayou tgt and work hard towards our goal!

LOVVVEESSS,jun<3

2008-05-30T22:22:00.003+08:00

Rhythm of life has come to an end, which means to say I would have to wait another 3 months to see Jeanette aw on tv again! Its ok, I am a patient gal and Jeanette aw’s show is always worth waiting. (:

Although many might say rhythm of life is yet another uncreative show that lacks a breakthrough, I think I like how the show was being portrayed especially when there will always be a soliloquy made by junjie(starring Christopher lee) at the end of each episode. It somehow gives the show an impactful note that sets us thinking and perhaps we might even be able to relate the story to our own lives.

I even cried when watching some of the episodes.. i always gets so emotional when it comes to live and death but that also proves the story is really very touching with tears and laughter in between and the actors/actresses’ acting skills are really good!

It is of course impossible and ridiculous to travel through time and return to the past in hope of reversing reality, so that is why this can only happen in tv shows with unrealistic storylines. But the point that the show wanna bring out is perhaps to emphasis on the fact that one’s action or decision can actually inevitably change or even overturn the lives of so many people. It dawns on me that the human connection is so sophisticated yet so closely inter-linked with one another.

So before we ever make any decision, we must first make careful considerations and be aware of
its consequence that might follow. The consequence might not only affect you but all people around you, be it someone you know or a stranger tat has once left insignificant footprints in your life, because bear in mind that with every decision you made, comes the responsibility you would have to bear.

And just to digress a little from all my suddenly-so-sentimental-and-so-philosophical thoughts, I wanna compliment on zhang zhen xiang’s acting!! He acts as tianbao, which is a notorious yet fateful character in the show which made me love and dislike at the same time. His talent and potential in acting was being hidden for so many years and I am glad his acting skills is being discovered and recognized now!

If you have watched rhythm of life, I am sure you will agree with me too!

Oops I guess zhang zhen xiang will be in the list of ‘my favorite artistes’ soon.. cos the main thing is he’s also v cute and handsome and funny! Hahaha.. hope to see more of his shows and of cos waiting for jeanette aw’s new show in august! (:

Btw, I will challenge myself during the weekends by not sleeping tmr night as I am a volunteer (not a runner) for sundown marathon which is an overnight marathon. So apparently as a volunteer, I will have to help out and so my sleep is being deprived! and I will only be able to leave on Sunday afternoon where I am going angela zhang’s concert that night! Hopefully I will be able to pull through this weekend together with huilin and yufan and xianhui! Haha jiayou gals!

2008-05-25T13:04:00.004+08:00

To beloved mum,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Its been hard on you all these years but no doubt, you hang on and persevered.

You were always completely drained after working for a long day, but back at home, you continued to help in household chores late into the night.

You skipped meals and slept only a few hours everyday but you didnt complain of giving up.

I am sorry if i had, sometimes hurt you unknowingly, but you stayed strong no matter what.

I am sorry for talking back and making you outraged sometimes, but your care for me and the family never ceased.

You worked so hard to maintain this home without earning for any thing in return.

You are the greatest mum and i really do appreciate your noble love for us.

Sorry for all the things i had done wrongly that disappoint you.

Sorry for all the unhappiness i had once brought upon you.

I swear i will provide you with more than what you have given me now in future.

Thanks for all that you have done for me and the family.

Thanks for being my mum.

Once again,

Happy birthday MUM!!(:

May you be blessed with healthiness and happiness forever!

With lotsa love
your daughter,
yijun*

2008-05-18T22:48:00.007+08:00

something sparked me to write this entry today.. it was all the mishaps, the aftermath.. the charity shows and donation drives following these undesirables.. all has been so smooth-sailing until the unpredictable befall and envelop us in complete darkness..

everything was so sudden and beyond control.. the innocent lives that were so heartlessly took away.. the once happy faces now filled with tears and helplessness.. the once complete family now broken.. the once beautiful province now completely wiped out beyond recognition.. the once refreshing atmosphere now surrounded with grief and pain..

its hard to imagine a small little kid being trapped in the rubble, a teacher being pinned down to death in order to protect his students, rescue workers who sacrificed themselves to save lives..but it all happened... some are rescued but lost their loved ones.. some forever gone together with their loved ones.. some are saved but their houses destoyed and schools collapsed..all that left were debris and scattered remains..

the vulnerable lives.. the devastating effects.. the unbearable losses.. the sufferings.. the heavy heart of mine and yours.. lets pray for them.. the unfortunate ones.. lets help in every possible way we can for them.. the ones who need our help.. our care and concern..

quote some phrases from the taiwan charity show ive just watched..

化悲为爱，以爱止痛。
震碎的心，用爱黏合。
把爱传出去~~~~~

as we help to rebuild their homeland, we also try our best to repair their broken hearts and soul.. its tough, but its always good to give it a try and put in as much effort as we can..
lets hope they can all stay strong and overcome all the loss and pain..and pull themselves together to face further challenges..

we are the fortunate ones.. but we are standing by all the unfortunate ones.. all of you are not alone as we are together with you..

人生路一定有风也有雨
用泪水灌溉生命的勇气
用希望化作风中的羽翼
让梦带走心中的忧郁

当你扭开电视，看到一幕幕惨不忍睹的辛酸画面时，你会发现自己所面对的困难烦恼根本不算什么。他们是多么的无辜，多么的无助，我们却是多么的幸福，多么的幸运。
让我们一起尽我们的一点微薄之力，携手帮助这些灾民，
重建他们的家园，重建他们受创的心灵。
有钱出钱，有力出力，
一起为他们打气，加油!!!

2008-05-03T17:19:00.008+08:00

wow it has sort of been a busy week for me mainly due to the increasing workload that includes assignments and projects.. and finally after weeks of preparation, our welcome party was held today and glad to say that it ended smooth-sailingly. although i must admit there were some crop-ups in between, and it was rather chaotic when the games started, at least we manage to calm the situation down before it became totally out of control, and everything turned out to be fine in the end.
I think the whole bunch of chs comm guys had done a great job and our hard work and efforts had paid off no matter wat! but its still not the time for us to lay back and relax, as for now, we still have to focus our attention on the recruitment and also the planning of lantern festival event.. JIAYOU GUYS! we can do it! (:

Oh and i have to mention that my recent craze is for soccer!!! yes u didnt see or hear it wrongly cos i am really interested in soccer now!! ok actually i am already interested in soccer since my sec sch days.. just that the enthusiasm for it has been more visible on me nowadays.. ok just to make things clear for all, i am not interested in playing it but in watching and paying close attention to the news about it! haha.. initially, i was only interested in watching world cup, (i rmb the days where i stayed up late to watch the semi finals and finals of world cup that is live telecasting on ch 5 during my O level days! oh man i must be mad!!) but now i have also been looking out for news on the champions league and euro 08..
one thing that has never changed since the day i plunged myself into the soccer craze is the fact that i love crisitano ronaldo from portugal and Man U!!! hes not only super duper handsome, you can also sense the passion in soccer and determination to win in him whenever he lay his feet on the soccer field.. you might not recognise his football skills but you cant deny the fact that he has scored 41 goals for Man U this season and was named Player of the Year recently! OMG go ronny!!! Man U will be facing the challenge against chelsea to fight for the championships and we shall see who will clinge the premiership title on 21st of may! of cos the winner's gonna be GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!! ~~~toooo bad my parents didnt subscribe to sports channel orelse i would be able to catch it LIVE on tv! nvm i will try other means to watch it no matter wat.. haha..

lastly, its 4th of may tmr and its gonna be 5th of may on monday!!!
you know whats so special about these 2 dates? firstly, 4th of may which is tmr will be the broadcasting of ROLLING LOVE by my beloved DADONG!!! i will definitely watch it online as i couldnt afford to miss any episodes of it!! pple, must support this show ok!!!

and then 5th of may which is mon, channel 8 will be showing a brand new drama at 9 o clock, and the show is called RHYTHM OF LIFE starring JEANETTE AW!!! oh gosh i am feeling so excited about it cos both the shows of my idols are gonna be broadcasted and they shall be my motivation everyday.. how i wish there are over hundred eps for each of their shows and they will be accompanying me for the rest of the months along with my schwork.. then at least i wont feel so stressed and bored..

nvm jus rmb to support both of these shows! i am sure they will be damn nice!!
and to all my frens and sisters, work hard for ur exams!! and of cos to my class peeps, jiayou for the upcoming presentations and projects!! they will all be over very soon!

GAMBATEH tgt with dadong, xiaozhu, xiaogui, jeanette and ronny!! <3

2008-04-26T23:29:00.004+08:00

From now on, i will only update once or twice a week unless theres anything special tat i can blog about.. since basically i am a lazy blogger and to maintain an ongoing blog had become much of a chore to me... haha..

so heres jus a recap of wat i have done for the week.. actually its jus sch, lessons, sch.. and nothing else.. nothing special nor interesting.. UNTIL fri night which i had my leo wave orientation which was fun! though huilin,yufan,xianhui and i were being made the game masters, and we didnt get to play the games, but i still enjoyed myself..the bunch of leo guys are very fun-loving and easy to get along with.. so leo events are always fun with them and frens ard..(:
then it was the excursion to hay dairies and farmmart this morning which i thought was rather fun and enriching.. after which i went for the last tat is the 8th lesson of dancing class at night with liying.. it seems to have been soooo long since we really meet up and chat but we still didnt manage to spend any quality time to catch up with each other.. but its ok we can always meet during breaks in sch..
anw we have decided not to continue with the new dancing course anymore since sch have already started and so, time doesnt allow us to do the opposite.. perhaps we might consider to take up a new class during the next long holiday break..

on a side note, the next upcoming event for leo club will be spring cleaning at villa francis home and more community services work..oh and before i forget, i must mention about the welcome party for yr ones which will be held next sat 3rd of may and its like so fast la! becos i was still thinking that the month of may is like still a long way to go and before i realise its jus next sat!! nvm everything have more or less been settled and wats left is jus the rehearsal and technical aspects and to count on our prayer and luck tat the whole event will be smooth-flowing on tat day itself..

then theres still the video project waiting to be completed the following sat and i realise for the next few weeks, all my sats have been set aside for either academic or cca purposes..so i am practically so busy with so many stuffs..
i am starting to get the bitter taste of wat yr 2 life is like.. which is seriously #$%@! but tats just the path in different stages of life tat everyone will have to go through..i guess all i have to do is jus hang on and bear with it.. and lets just jiayou for all upcoming presentations!!

=D

2008-04-20T18:49:00.002+08:00

三年前的“就是爱你”世界巡回演唱会，运载的是原版的音乐，简单的编曲，单纯的歌唱，温馨的回忆。虽中规中矩，却唱出了最真挚原始的情感，深深地唱进了每个人的心坎里。没有刻意的加以点缀，只有跟观众最直接的心灵交替。

三年后的“123我们都是木头人”世界巡回演唱会，突破传统，编曲丰富饱满了许多，舞台的灯光效果变化万千，一连串的舞曲振奋人心，大饱观众的眼福与耳福，但总觉得表面上包装得非常华丽，近乎完美，可是却欠缺了灵魂，情感的灵魂，所以留下的也只是虚无的空壳。

没有失望，因为本来就带着准备接受惊喜的心态去观看，所以带走的也是满满的惊喜和十足的诚意。只是，想设法找回三年前，那最初的感觉和回忆却已枉然。也许，有些美好的事物应当只是被放在记忆的库存里供偶尔的回味而已，不可能会被完全取代。

新的改变，没什么不好。寻求突破，更应值得嘉许。但，也许我始终脱离不了三年前的情景，依然留恋着三年前的那种感觉。因此有了惊喜，有了突破，我的心却无法敞开去接受这样的改变。

不过最终，一切都还是值得的。至少，我知道虽然我找不回“就是爱你”的单纯音乐享受，却得到了“木头人”一步步超越自我的精神。

有一点可以肯定的是，虽然我留下了那一丁点的缺憾，但我却带走了预期的收获。
《是是非非》，《Runaway》，《天天》，《鬼》，《黑色柳丁》，《找自己》，《爱，很简单》，《就是爱你》，《沙滩》，《太美丽》，《爱我还是他》，《今天你要嫁给我》，《今天没回家》，《Dear God》，等等属于David Tao 的经典好歌仍然回荡在我耳边，成为一种有灵魂，有躯体的丰富回忆。

2008-04-17T22:57:00.003+08:00

school had been ok, based on the fact that only 4 days have passed and the stress haven been built up.. but i am sure to feel the tremendous pressure as time goes by.. watever it is, let nature takes it course then..

well, its still all the same old boring introductory lessons for all the modules to kickstart the first week of sch...
global issue is like a mixture of geog and gp to me which i think its still quite interesting but i am really lazy to flip the papers to read the current affairs/news section.. for the sake of my grades, i think i might pick up the habit.... soon.. haha.. hope so.. lol..
presentation skills is as usual the very stressful but fun one..
interpretation is so called verbal translation and i have poor memory and poor translation skills and slow translation speed so i think its a tough module for me..
no comments for cont lang since the teacher will be away for 2 or 3 weeks i forgot but ya.. for now.. nothing much to say abt tat module..
then its the elective modules: video and new media which are both very technical stuffs and i am not a very teachnical person but i will try my best to be one.. and i believe the things i learnt from these 2 electives will be of great use in future and will def do me good..so for goodness sake, pls buck up and score well yijun!

ok enuf said about sch stuffs.. i will be attending my sec sch's anniversary cum montage performance at the Singapore Conference Hall tmr night.. hope it will be a nice one and looking forward to meeting all my beloved jiemei and frens there..
i realise i have never failed to take part in my sec sch anniversary since sec1, and now i am going back as no longer a performer nor prize receiver but as an alumni to support my juniors.. haha.. its a 2 different feelings all tgt but theres one thing that will never change. and that is my sense of belonging to mjr. =D

and one more thing to add on, i will be going to david tao's concert on sat night! and i am so anitcipating it!!! i simply love his songs and his live-singing skill which is undeniably superb! guess i will be super high on that day, singing to all his songs and waving the lightstick enthusiastically jus like how i felt and wat i did at his previous concert 2 yrs ago.. (:

liying, i miss u gal! still not fully used to schdays without u.. memories jus keep flooding in..
but of cos i will still stay happy and lets work hard tgt! i am sure u can do it! loves.(:

2008-04-11T22:34:00.035+08:00

pls take note i updated 2 entries in a day so do read on! haha..

anw once again, millions of thanks to liying for making this xiaozhu xiaogui video for me!! I LOVE IT LOADS!!!
and jus fyi, the backgrd music for the video is I LOVE YOU sang by Joanna which is originally david tao's '爱很简单'...

I LOVE YOU XIAOZHU XIAOGUI and also LIYING for producing such a wonderful video!!! (:
enjoy pple~~~~

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This hols will be much of a boredom if there are no books to entertain me..
if u have read my previous posts or u know me well enough, u will notice that Giddens 九把刀 is a writer that i admire recently..
and i have made a small little achievement this hols by reading you-count-yourself number of his books..
not taking into account 《等一个人咖啡》, the first book i started reading at the beginning of march is......

《爱情，两好三坏》:

一次错误的巧合，注定了两个人一定正确的未来。一段偶然的相遇，成全了两人永恒不变的爱情。

after which,

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》:

有些事，不一定会因为一个人多年秉持着的执著坚定而有所改变；但却能因为这个人永不放弃的精神与坚持到底的信念而留下骄傲的汗水与耀眼的光芒。回忆起来，嘴角还会情不自禁地上扬。

followed by....

《妈，亲一下》：

感人肺腑的真实陪伴记录；讲述了儿子孝顺，母亲伟大的故事；以及‘凡是都要珍惜眼前人事物，不要等到失去了才来后悔’的道理。虽然这句话已听上数百次，但依然那么激荡着人的心灵。

thereafter,

《杀手，凤华绝代的正义》：

如果你相信正义，那正义就会存在。如果你不相信，正义就没有它存在的必要。只要我们依照自己内心深处最真实的想法去相信事物；并追随着自己最初的心意与理念，我们自然能得到所有问题最真实的答案。

still not enough....

《功夫》：

一段误打误撞的渊源，造就了一位英雄的诞生。揭开隐藏在故事背后的事实，原来所有的阴差阳错都来自于“可恶可悲”四字，虽然在冤枉中感悲哀，但却在悲哀中成就了这位英雄的辉煌一生。

totally addicted....

《狼嚎》：

真挚的友谊与真正的英雄穿插在不可思议却有让人感觉踏实的故事情节中，更显各自所绽放的光彩与绚烂英姿。

until last but not least....

《少林寺，第八铜人》：

只有在逆境中才会锻炼培养出对付敌人的气魄与能力，也只有在逆境中，才会发现谁才是能与你共度生死的真正战友。

i still wanna read more of his books but some are not available at the library.. how i wish i am living in taiwan then i am sure to finish reading all his books!! haha..

alongside giddens' books, i also read 3 other chinese novels which are

《爱尔兰咖啡》，

《在天堂遇见你》，

&《爱在西藏游走》 respectively which are equally a good-read too..(:

of cos, here are some english storybooks that also serves as a great form of leisure and entertainment to me for this hols!

'HOUSEWIFE DOWN'

'A PLACE CALLED HERE'

'MURDER SHE WROTE' series

& 'SECRET DIARY OF A DEMENTED HOUSEWIFE'

i am sure i would not ever get the time to read this much after sch reopens just on mon!!! OMG its like so fast jus in a blink of an eye!! but seriously i have broke my reading record!! and that gives me a little sense of satisfication and achievement!

of cos, this entry is not just to showcase to u guys how much i read but also to serve as some kinda 'advertisement' for the authors of these books above! becos if u do have the time (which i doubt so when work starts piling up when sch reopens), u can go and borrow these recommended books and have a look! trust me, u will not regret spending your time reading them! (:

2008-04-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

it has been quite a long time since i went to watch a chinese orchestra concert. i cant rmb when was the last time i paid to go and watch one. but defintely not recently until yesterday.

it was under the request of my ah di raymond to attend the co concert performed by tp students. since qiuyu and i were free yesterday, so we willingly paid $6 to watch it. haha and i think it was rather worth it cos i thought it was a well-executed performance afterall. i can really see the hard work and effort being put in and paid off by the whole orchrestra. i can say they have already reached professional standards, with all the music pieces being put off so well and greatly appreciated by all.

they even have images projected on the screen which changes to suit the different music pieces every now and then, serving as some kinda background and an aid to enhance the whole effect of the performance. watching the co concert just brought me back many good old memories when i was still a part of mjrco, having regular practices every wed and fri, and being able to participate in all sorts of concerts, be it for cny, sch anni, syf, or public performances like montage etc..

Thinking back, it really had been very fulfilling and soul-enhancing to be able to gain so many performing-on-stage experiences, and knowing how cooperation and coordination between all co members were of such high importance. a performance wouldnt be complete without everyone's contribution and hard work. every single one counts in an orchestra, doesnt mater if u are not playing the main melody or you are just an accompanist for that particular music piece. well it may be a pity that i didnt continue taking up CO as my cca in poly now, perhaps i just want to get myself a break from it, or maybe i just want to experience new things, or even becos my determination in learning an instrument is not strong enuf and all the reasons i mentioned in front were just plain excuses. haha.
i might not be a part of CO anymore, but i believe the interest in CO is still in me, i will still willingly pay to watch a CO performance, still enjoy myself thoroughly in a CO performance. or shld i say some kinda strong feeling for CO was already being built up in me unknowingly.

well that is something for me to find out as time goes by, who knows if i suddenly have the urge to take up yang qin or even other instruments and decided to be part of CO all over again? haha the future is unpredictable anyway.

for the time being, i would like to apologise to my beloved juniors cos i couldn't attend the montage concert!! arghhh i would love to go but 19 april clashes with the day of david tao's concert which i am going obviously!! i hate this kinda clashes in dates.. but i couldnt change anything.. so i could only give them mental support while i enjoy myself in another concert.. which is a much better concert? oops i am jus joking i mean much more expensive concert can?! haha i pay abt 10 times more than the price for montage concert to watch david tao's concert ok! haha and i am like so looking-forward to his concert which i believe will be so worth the price!!
so jiayou mjrco! i am sure u all can do it! at least i know i have confidence in mr mike chiang! LOL.

10 more days to sch reopen. =(

2008-03-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

realised i haven been blogging for one week. so lets do a quick recap of wat i have done for the past few days.

went to qiuyu's hse. was so happy to be able to catch up with vbf once again. did lots of crap-talking and engaged in a heart-to-heart conversation. (:

went to raffles city shopping centre with xianhui. the main aim is to support yes 933's outdoor activity. the hosts were liyi and jiafa. and jiafa is shuai de lo! haha.. ok hua-chi-ing again. xian, must thank me for helping u take pics with him! though is not zhiyong and peifen! hahaha.. but its good enuf to have prawns though theres no fish for you. haha! then secondary aim is to crave for dounts at the newly opened jco donuts and coffee. which is so delicious! pple, its worth ur money to try them out!

watched s pop finals at indoor stadium. quite entertaining. but the behaviour of the audiences there was rather disappointing. nonetheless, great opportunity to be at the venue itself to experience the actual atmosphere there. you wont be given this opportunity all the time.

watched 3 movies: step up 2, rule no 1, and vantage point. (4, 3, and 3.5 stars respectively)
and read 3 books: 2 of giddens' and an english book. can be identified as being obssessed in reading already. targetting to read 2 more gidden's bks and one more english book before sch reopens. arghh sch sucks. but no choice. have to accept the fact that its just abt 2 weeks left to signal the start of the taxing and boring and stressful and hectic life of yr 2.

must really make full use of the 2 weeks left and spent the remaining days before sch reopens wisely.
so plans for next week and the following week has more or less been made. even if its not, i will schedule it out asap. jus need to catch up with more frens and sisters. like jane, yizhen, huihui etc.

arghhh the shows that i am earning to watch are still not up yet!!! ok have to recognise the fact that good shows are always worth the wait, so i shall wait wait and wait and nth else! haha!

fyi, the song at my blog is from step up 2! the song rocks can!! it simply reminds me the scenes of the movie again! i really think its a very well-directed movie and i simply love the choreography and the dance steps! do not miss it if you haven got the chance to watch it!

=D

2008-03-19T11:18:00.009+08:00

NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA.

NO NEW MEDIA!!!!!!!!!!

(yf, ly and hl except me got the same electives. i am happy for them. but i couldnt be in new media with them and they couldnt be in marketing with me.)
i am queuing in front of them who also put nm as a second choice but they get it, i didnt.
why why why?? wat happened?? is it becos they could no longer get their first choice, so tat becomes their first choice when it was actually their second choice?? and me, who puts tat as my second choice remains as my second choice and since i am queuing way behind so many pple tats why i could not get my second choice.

i dont know. i really dont know. and even if someone tells me why. i dont wish to know. at least for now. i need some time to compose myself. i have been thinking a lot since the screen flashed heartlessly before my eyes to reveal the modules i was selected in. wat a stupid combination of modules i have got.

pls ignore watever crap i am mentioning above if you are accumulating question marks in your brain right now. i just need a personal space to rant.

perhaps its a wiser choice for me to learn to accept the cruel fact and start thinking how i should adjust myself to it, than to keep ranting over here and let all sorts of thoughts race across my mind.

i am adjusting to it. slowly. to the new timetable. the new environment. new teachers. new working partners. i do not know if i can really adjust to it completely and sucessfully when sch reopens. i hope so. i really do. pray for me.

2008-03-18T23:51:00.004+08:00

《至少还有我》MV

the focus of the mv is no longer on the quality(which is obviously a low-budget one) but on dadong.

DADONG IS FOREVER SHUAI. IN WATEVER MVS, IN WATEVER SITUATIONS, IN WATEVER SHOWS. IN WATEVER PHOTOS. IN WATEVER PLACES. and i am satisfied.
seems like i am a gal who is so easily satisfied as long as i can see DADONG. HAHA. it shld be a good sign. isnt it?

=D

2008-03-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

Pics to share:

with the CO peeps<3

me, ah xian, huixuan(:

me, raymond didi, ah xian(:

me, raymond didi, ah xian, yuyue(:

me, didi, ah xian, yuyue=D

looking forward to the next mjr trip with more pple joining us, like qiuyu(mugging hard for A levels, GAMBATEH YA!), melissa, miaw ching etc etc.. and hope to catch up with my sisters becos i had missed the chance to do so tat day!! but to yizhen and huihui, JIAYOU FOR O LEVELS YA!!! i have confidence in the both of you!! LOVVEESS! <3
And now..

Pics for 933 splan:

me, zhiyong,yuanle(violet)! =D

me, junxin, yuanle((:

me, and my fav dj CHONG QING! <333

me, and friendly weibin! =D

me, and the babe JIAHUI! ((:

me and yuanle! its been great knowing you! ((:

me and the s plan classmates!! ((:

S plan has been enjoyable!! i have indeed learnt a lot which might be applicable for future use. (lazy to blog abt the details) haha but i can only say the class was really fun and its been a great experience! It sure made my holidays more enriching and will defintely be something that is worth recollecting.

=D

2008-03-16T13:29:00.008+08:00

Went to j8 (which is just 5 mins walk from my house btw) with huiling yesterday. if u know huiling well, u will def know she does not like shopping nor watching movie(unless starring FANN) not to say even singing k box. So why am i meeting her at j8? which in the first place is considered quite far from her house? u must be thinking it is def something that has got to do with FANN WONG. and u r half-correct. we are there to queue for tickets to spop finals. huiling's there with me because fann wong is obviously one of the special guests for the spop finals! so she wants to queue for the tickets too though she will also be getting tickets from her fanclub, but to her, theres always no harm collecting more of things thats got to do with FANN.

The collection actually starts at 12pm. so we met at 1130 at bishan mrt station and when we walked to the information counter(the collection point) at level one of j8, the queue was already lined up all the way out of the shopping mall to the extent that we cant even see the counter itself. perhaps i have underestimated the amount of pple who will be queuing for the tickets. i must have overlooked the fact that we are getting the tickets for FREE. so its def understandable for SOOOOO many pple to start queuing so early in the morning, and theres even pple who have started queuing since 2am (according to peifen, the host)which i think its totally inconceivable. we were lucky to be able to get the tickets when we were practically thrown back far away from the collection point. and we even got a free spop album as a BONUS. ((:

afterwhich we went to eat and shop ard j8.. i realised there are a few new shops that have jus opened.. but the clothes sold there are not my type.. haha but still, i got myself a teeshirt that cost $20 for 2.. so huiling and i shared the cost.. we went amk hub after tat and shopped aimlessly. YES u did nt see or hear wrongly cos we SHOPPED! to be exact, huiling shopped! haha actually its no big deal becos she does shop with her frens occasionally but she just don like to shop! haha.. still, fann wong always comes first on her priority list.. because as we came across this vcd shop where the tv was showing AH LONG PTE LTD(which was supposedly just an advertisment) , she headed immediately into the shop and asked the shop assistant if the vcd was out. and the ans was obviously NOT YET. haha so she went on to ask when will it be out and the ans again was a NOT SURE. she's really desperate about getting her hands on the vcd. but then again if its something about dadong, xiaozhu or xiaogui, i will def be as despo as her or even crazier.

but it was fun going out with huiling and most probably i will be gg her hse again perhaps with the accompany of liying and yufan(who missed the chance to go on the day liying and i went).. so after parting with huiling, met liying for our dancing class at night. that marks the end of the day yesterday and i am looking forward to a more fulfilling week ahead.

2008-03-14T11:17:00.008+08:00

my results for this sem as compared to wat i got for the previous sem: MUCH WORSE. FROM GOOD TO BAD.
i have expected it. the modules for this sem are not my cup of tea. i mean u cant be perfect in all areas. i am only afraid i'd disappoint my parents with my deproved results. guess i'd have to work doubly hard for yr 2 now, which will be much more stressful and taxing. But i believe i can pull through, hopefully? if i havethe determination and perseverance.

anw sullen mood following bad results aside, seeing my dadong jus makes me feel upbeat again. LOVEEESSS<33333333

Credits goes to liying for making this self-made DADONG video for me!!!

enjoy~~~~

=D

2008-03-12T21:45:00.003+08:00

I am never good at writing, especially stories, be it in chinese or english, for obvious reasons- NO TALENT and NO CREATIVITY. But i couldnt avoid writing when it comes to something that is part of my academic life, especially when it is something that might affect my future carrer path. I mean it might, but who knows, even if it doesnt, it might be something that i need to lay back on in future. Still, i am not possessing any talent in the aspect of writing, stories in particular.

So i really admire pple who can write well, regardless of whether they are professional writers, or just writing at leisure. I especially like Giddens(九把刀)'s writing. I can only say his writing is superb. You wont be able to find a lot of flowery vocabs nor bombastic words in his writings, but you can feel the free flow of imagination going on in his mind while he transfer all these creative imaginations into impactful and inspirational words in his story. He is able to make use of simple words and string them into beautiful sentences. His well-crafted writings bore testiment to the fact that even simplicity can also be a form of art. He naturally belongs to the writing world, he is meant to write, born to write, and talented to write.

His books are like drugs, once you start getting in touch with it, you will find yourself get addicted jus like me and simply couldnt get your hands off it. I bet i can never have even just a quarter of his imaginative and creative mind, because writing is simply not my cup of tea. But reading giddens's writing is my cup of tea. Haha crap. the fact is his writing jus keeps me alive! His stories are so entertaining, all-rounded with surprises, twists and turns inserted into it, and interesting characters with significant personalities introduced that will leave a deep impression in your mind even after u have finished reading the story.

Gidden's storybooks are a must-read. You will regret if u miss it.

=D

2008-03-07T23:45:00.005+08:00

The trip back to the once so familiar, so heartwarming place worth reminiscing and which i once regard as 'My Second Home' had turned out to be a very enjoyable one.

Just by sitting at the study benches outside the staffroom had brought me back many memories, the good old days when a bunch of good friends stayed in sch to mug hard for exams, consult our teachers, rushing our hw frantically, chatting, slacking, giving support to each other and doing a whole lot of stuffs with regards or unrelated to studies.

So there i was back again, sitting at the benches with yuyue,huixuan,'yellow'xianhui and 'red' raymond and practically talking about anything tat comes to our mind, and so we ended up talking a whole lot of crap. Crap-talking it might be, but an enjoyable conversation it certainly was.
i didnt know talking nonsensical stuffs can turn out to be so enjoyable or shld i say i am already used to talking nonsensically? oh well i am always a serious person. ok crap again. but anw many funny incidents happened during the conversation and thks to 'yellow'xian and 'red' leimen for contributing so much elements of laughter into it. HAHA.

i am glad to see mr gui and ms tay who are the very caring teachers! and of cos mr chan who has been a great teacher and i managed to take a pic with him!!! (upload soon)haha and jus like wat we all had predicted, he's married and the bride is none other than ms yvonne tan! haha.. compatible couple indeed..

and unbelievably, i am actually looking forward to the next trip back to mjr again! haha i am sure 'yellow' xian would wanna go back too cos' she missed the opportunity to see ms neo today!! haha! or shld i say cos' she wanna see some juniors she missed?? HAHAHA..

Sometimes it jus feels so good to be able to catch up with ur juniors and friends after so long, although it might be jus once in a blue moon, and the conversation might end up being 'topic-less', it jus feels great and i truly appreciate the time spent tgt, no matter how short or how long it might be.. thanks peeps! i will def rmb this day.. the day tat reminds me of the days when i am still a manjusrian and a co-rian, the days tat will never be forgotten.

'BLACK' jun =D

2008-03-03T21:15:00.006+08:00

May u acheive watever u desire!
Expect more than others think possible!
Learn well and persevere!
In life, nothing is impossible. Dare to dream!
Study hard, stay strong!
Strive for ur goals!
All the best in watever u do!

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY MELISSA!!! (:

=D

2008-03-02T21:50:00.004+08:00

went for facial on fri with my mum and the beautician commented tat my skin is too dry and also some other things which is better not to be known.. haha actually i have realised this prob long ago but just couldnt find a proper solution to it. so right now i am using the prescribed cream and lotion and hopefully improvements can be seen in the weeks to come..

yesterday was the commencement of my dancing class and i came to the conclusion that dancing is really TOUGH!!!!! it was only the basics tat were being taught ytd but i had already used up much of my energy jus to do the warm-up exercises and catching up with the teacher-proclaimed-as-being-simple dance steps. ok but i thought it was fun overall.

BUT the thing is i injured my back as a result of doing crunches which is like sit-ups on the floor. HARD GROUND to be specific. why cant they jus provide mattresses for us to lean our backs on while doing the crunches??!! my back aches the moment i lift myself up from the hard grd and the pain have escalated to the point tat i cant even lay myself properly on the bed now.. tats how serious it turned out to be..gonna tell my teacher next week tat i am not able to do crunches on hard grd like tat unless there are mattresses provided. currently hoping i will recover from my back injury soon but in any case dancing is really a very good exercise and definitely a way to keep fit!

lessons will be more challenging and the dance steps will be increasingly confusing as the weeks go by but i am sure liying and i will persevere till the 8th which is the last lesson! (as long as there are NO crunches on the floor pls!!i hate tat and i do not want my back to be injured again!!)

dancing sure requires a lot of hard work, determination and TALENT!!!
so i shld rightfully solute to my idol cum dancing king SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG!!!
and also to liying's idol cum dancing diva JOLIN TSAI YI LING!!

THEY ARE INCREDIBLY GREAT DANCERS who def possess all the 3 factors i mentioned above. they are the ones who will continue to shine on stage and nobody can snatch the title away from them! LOVE MY DANCING KING XIAOZHU!!!! <3

=D

2008-02-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

If you are a close friend of mine or you have heard it from somewhere or someone, you would def know that Jeanette aw is one of my idols. I have always thought she is very sweet-looking and simply adores her acting skills. But that was only the Jeanette aw that i know on the screens, after getting hold of her blog link and became a loyal fan of her blog since then, another side of her reveals to me and allowed me to know Jeanette all over again.

Jeanette is definitely not like what the papers wrote or pple who detest her criticised as being proud or arrogant, even to the extent of saying after so many years and yet she shows no improvement in her acting skills. These are just very subjective sacarsms that are being sprouted without concrete evidence to prove so. They are not even constructive suggestions but are already personal attacks to her! Do you know her personally? Are you her close friends or even her famly members? IF NOT THEN JUS SHUT YOUR IDIOTIC MOUTH UP and stop throwing jeanette with scornful remarks like that. You are in no position to do so! have you ever spare a thought about her feelings or have you ever stop to think over wat u said and really appreciate and judge her acting skills with an open and objective mind??!!

Ok i shant waste my breath and effort on these ppl cos even jeanette herself is tired of all these. I jus want to say that from all her thoughts and words, i get to know a real jeanette. The real her. She is someone who is humble, always seeking to learn more, have lots of ideas in mind, have a good command of english language, and undeniably a professional actress with an intelligent mind. That even strengthens my determination in supporting her continuously as long as she stays in showbiz.

She is definitely someone i look up to now. I have learnt a lot from what she wrote in her blog, where she can always link small encounters she met be it from filming or her friends and collegues to deep reflections in life that often stimulates my mind and got me thinking over her meaningful words.

Currently, i am looking forward to her new shows and i hope to see more of her works in time to come. Someone who deserves our applause, our support and our recognition for her hard work and enthusisam in whatever she does. This someone is none other than Jeanette Aw.

Just continue to be yourself, i am sure your future continues to be promising and you will definitely go far! Go Jeanette!!

=D

2008-02-25T18:50:00.001+08:00

After about a 2 months time, i have finally finished reading 九把刀's 《等一个人咖啡》!!!!!
i think my reading speed is already considered moderately fast because i have only been spending very pathetic hours of spare time reading the novel since most of the time have been spent on school work and preparation for farewell. Imagine the number of pages and the traditional chinese characters which i am not used to reading, you can expect me feeling so proud of myself the moment i close my book to mark the end of 《等一个人咖啡》.

but anyways, this novel is definitely recommendable because it has a very entertaining storyline and the characters introduced as you go along reading are all so interesting though these people might sound rather unrealistic ie. they dont seem to appear in real life. In any case, i have learnt quite a lot of nice and inspirational phrases and also come to a conclusion that is no matter the time, the process, or the situation, you will still be able to meet the special someone that is meant for you. Everything is predestined. Whatever that is meant to be yours will always and definitely be yours.
Just be patient and let nature takes its course. (:

It has been quite a while since my enthusiasm for reading comes back so before this mood and interest fade away again, i have got myself 4 other books(2 of chinese and 2 english) today!!
Just an added note, liying have found a dancing class at khatib and if everything turns out right, then we will be officially attending the first lesson on this coming sat!! Looking forward to it!!!

another question: i have not gotten myself a job! or should i not work? because the month of march is coming and if i really do work, i will only be left with one and a half months time. I dont think any boss would want to employ someone who will only be working for that short period of time. BUT i wil still try finding. hopefully i can work at some kinda fair/roadshow that will only last for a few days but can be paid a considerable amount. so wish me luck in finding jobs like that! Heh..

thats all from me today and will update soon if i have the energy and of cos, content to blog about.

=D

2008-02-23T21:37:00.004+08:00

finally the farewell party has ended!!! and i can officially get myself into the holiday mood now!!!
though i know there are still quite a bit of aftermath to be done which i dont wish to think about..

i am gonna find jobs now!!! qiu suggested me some jobs which i am considering upon..hope i can find one soon.. so that i would not be practically wasting my time away for this precious 2 mths hols..

as i have mentioned before, i wish to take up dancing classes.. thks to fubi, liying and i have actually found a place which teaches hip hop dance BUT its at jurong!!! and the fees is $15 per hr.. hmm i think it is rather ex and the location is obviously far for me.. so i am considering whether to take.. i shall call bishan cc to ask if there are dancing classes there before deciding.. wish me luck!! haha..

looking forward to k box session, movie outing and shopping spree again next week!!!

oh and i am going back mjr with xian next week or the following week.. lots to catch up with my sistars.. so raymond aka leimen pls be grateful i am going back!! though obviously not for ur sake.. oops jus jk.. i am a good senior!!!

happy holidays pple!!!

ps: pics for farewell party to be uploaded soon after i have received them..(:

=D

2008-02-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

ok i know it has been like ages since i updated.. ok not so long but almost 2 weeks yet to update..simply too lazy to keep this blog alive.. HAHA..
so basically i am here to declare that i am done with all drama assignments!!!

but its still not resting time for me yet.. theres still the farewell party next fri.. so i can officially declare holidays only after next week..

but i have already come up with my to-do-list/tasks to fulfill (or watever u call it) for this hols:

FIND A JOB!!!! then..
TAKE UP DANCING CLASS!!!
SHOPPING!!!
K BOX!!!
READ STORYBOOK/NOVELS!!!!!
EXERCISE!!!
WATCH TAIWAN DRAMAS!!!
etc etc etc.....

this holiday must be spent worthwhile before the tough and stressful yr 2 starts..

so everybody, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!

=D

2008-02-07T01:10:00.000+08:00

by dadong:

‘飞’黄腾达数来宝

‘轮’转乾坤蛋炒饭

‘海’阔天空百分百

by me:

大吉大利大丰收

东城美名传千里

志祥如意篮球火

舞台霸王震四方

鸿运当头霹雳MIT

升官发财永不败

2008-02-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!
&

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!

2008-02-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

met up with qiu after her chem SPA(hope u will score FULL MARKS)to begin our haunt for cny clothes again.. in the end i didnt buy any clothes but bought a bag, skinnies and heels.. LOL! but sad to say qiu didnt get to buy anything although we have shopped for one whole afternoon..partly because she didnt really manage to get her eyes on any attractive ones..and mainly because she practically cant make up her mind on wat to buy and if she should buy..
hopefully she bought something after sending me off to meet her mum and sis..orelse she would have simply wasted her afternoon today..
but in any case, she was treated by her mum to DING TAI FENG!!! so at least she get to enjoy delicacies!!! *ENVIES* haha..
and qiu, don forget i will be going your house to collect angbao on the 12th!!!!(xian, mel, hui and zhen are welcome to come over too!! oops)wahaha...

jus 3 more days to culture and translation exam but i seriously have no motivation to study when the festive season is jus round the corner and there's jus this urge to get myself completely indulged in the holiday mood..i don really have much hope for this sem anyway.. so for now, i guess the only choice left is to pull myself up for the sake of getting my conscience clear so that i can enjoy my hols deservingly..

so to all class peeps, JIAYOU and don give up!!!

we are all in this together~~~~~~~~~~~~~

=D

2008-01-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

finally after much pestering from qiu(jus joking qiu..haha) i managed to squeeze out some time for her to go shopping together!!!
and so glad that both of us did not go home empty-handed.. (is it something to be glad about when this means that $$$$$ is being wasted) ok nvm not wasted anyway.. haha..

gonna go on another shopping spree with her next sat.. hopefully not so much money will be spent.. although i think this is rather impossible.. haha!

anyway i have to CONGRATS QIUYU FOR GETTING BRONZE MEDAL FOR THE 18km CANOEING MARATHON!!! (or watever u call it) ..i will not suan you only for now! haha!..
you are so pro can!!!! i am very sure u will definitely win me in terms of stamina now!!!
come to think that i always win you back in sec sch.. (jus jk la i know u have the potential just that the time have not come for you to develop it!! but now u have became such an athlete!!!) btw.. don slack already ok!!! study hard and good luck for your exams A Level Girl!!! Haha although i know you are smart so u sure can perform well academically!!! JIAYOU!!!!

on a random note, i have to congrats melissa, yanjun mei, li ping(liying's sis), and xian's sis for scoring well for O's!! of cos not forgetting hui and zhen for scoring well in chinese!! haha.. and meet up soon ya!!! jiayou sistars!!

i will be having 2 exams on the 5th of feb..
but its ok cos after tat it will be my hols!! haha had been earning for hols like hell!!!
so for now, lets jiayou everyone!!!

ps: hope my laogong xiaozhu will take care of himself cos he will be having some throat operation in march.. i am so heart-broken but i believe it sure gonna be a successful one!! jiayou too xiaozhu so do dadong and xiaogui!!!!!

=D

2008-01-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

Time really flies!!!

In a blink of an eye, its the last episode of golden path and yes the end of it and no more!!!!!! its as if the first ep was only just yesterday and now i have to bid shen jing po and jin long goodbye...
i will definitely miss these 2 characters!!!!
and of cos i will miss the opening song LU by MI LU BING with nic's husky n powerful voice which always somehow gave the show an impactful start!!

well i shant comment on the ending of the show..but i must compliment that all the actors/actresses possess superb acting skills!!!!

no more golden path): but currently anticipting felicia and jeannete's new show!!

anyway it will be the dreadful TUESDAY tmr!!!
ARGHHH I HATE TUESDAY MORNINGS TO THE CORE MAN!!!!
my class peeps would know why and all hate this fateful day too..

but its ok just a few more weeks and we can all be freed from hell!!!

JIAYOU EVERYONE!!!

2008-01-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

黄黄黄

金金金

路路路

黄金路黄金路黄金路

金龙金龙金龙

神经婆神经婆神经婆

肉骨妹肉骨妹肉骨妹

凯达凯达凯达

笑姑笑姑笑姑

all my favourite characters in the show! especially SHEN JING PO LIN FEI!!! LOL!!!
notice i din mention one of the main characters here.. cos if u are also one who never fails to catch this show every mon-fri at 9pm on ch 8, u would not want me to remind u of that mean, despicable, impudent and unscrupulous sadist isnt it?? ok i think i sound so serious here! btw i do not like that actor either! HOHOHO~ LOL

THE GOLDEN PATH THE GOLDEN PATH THE GOLDEN PATH

i have been infected with the-golden-path MADNESS!!!
are YOU too???!!!

HAHAHA and i love the theme song LU by MILUBING!!!
its like so suitable for them to sing la!! HAHAHA!!

i have been going 每一段路，都是一种领悟ING~

yes guess i am mad!! cos i am 神经妹~ LOL

COUNTING DOWN TO 3 MORE EPISODES!!! ARGHHH so excited and anticipated to watch the ending yet so relunctant to let this show come to an end..............

btw shen jing mei is not feeling very well today..
running nose + a bit of sorethroat..
i think its the consequence of eating too many..unhealthy food??
ok shant elaborate on wat food..
oh slping late might also be one of the reasons!

神经妹，你不能生病，一定要好起来啊！！！！！

加油！！！！！！！

2008-01-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

life has been BORING these days but it became different after watching my sch's sag performance on sat which was a great success!! 3 cheers to all the sag members! (:

and of cos after started reading (just yesterday) this chinese novel titled

《等一个人咖啡》by taiwan writer 九把刀!!!!

well not the character played in the drama 'Corner With Love' but it does have some kind of link between this writer and the show.. (if u do watch this drama u will know what i am talking about. haha =D)

and here are just some nice and meaningful phrases i have picked up from the novel so far:

-什么事情都是这样，所有的答案都在问题形成之前，就已经清楚刻在每个人的脑海里。

-我没有谈过恋爱，但我知道，一个对爱情有信仰的人，应该珍惜每一次心动的时刻，然后勇敢追寻下一次，再下一次，然后再下一次。

-阿拓的脸上浮出一点笑容。那一点点笑容仿佛乌云密布的天空，静静展露出一道赤诚的蓝光。

ok more to come after i have finished reading the whole book..
its an interesting novel which i highly recommend! haha but if u r not someone who is into love stories then this is not a book for u but it can also be a book which might spark ur interest for love stories from then on!
so conclusion is that u should still go and take a look at this book! even if its just a peep! haha! =D

interesting books can serve as a form of great entertainment which can help divert ur attention from the boring assignments too!

i have even planned wat to read after finishing this chinese novel..
thanks bro for buying these nice books which are supposedly meant for ONLY urself but it turned out to be me reading it!
i shall help to carry foward ur undying passion for reading! haha!

update on a later date when... i have something interesting to share..

haha take care peeps!

=D

2008-01-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

献给所有每次想太多的朋友，当然包括我自己：

《想太多》（不是李玖哲的版本，是我，神经妹在发神经的情况下自创的版本，不要介意）

每当深夜辗转反侧
脑里想着心牵挂着
画面闪着难过时刻
眼泪流着从不快乐

安静角落一直沉默
忘掉寂寞不再心痛
所有幻想纯属虚构
胡乱猜疑就是罪过

想太多得不到解脱
不知道该如何摆脱
心里的束缚想法的重复
想太多生活更烦忧
凡事都变得更讲究
何不让思绪沉淀
把烦恼消灭
让心情变得更愉悦

想太多只会阻挡前进的扁舟
别埋怨事情总会有好的一面
让一切回归最初的单纯不变
代表快乐的曙光终究会出现

Just to remind myself not to think too much, because that’s what I always do which will make me feel troubled sometimes, and ya, become insane!

So conclusion is that…pls go and listen to Nicky lee’s version of 想太多…… HAHAHAHA

Eh ok.. actually just….DON’T THINK SO MUCH!!! Don’t keep imagining things!

Don’t make life difficult for yourself! LOL

Always think on the bright side of life!

Don’t Worry Be Happy!!! Learn from XIAO GU and smile always!!!

Ok enough of my craziness and I shall stop all the crap (maybe lobsters)..

Life is seriously boring with sch and assignments.. all these are driving me crazy!

I WANT LONG HOLS!!! I WANT TO SEE DADONG AND XIAOZHU AGAIN!!! Hopefully XIAOGUI!! Why don’t u come s’pore?? HAIX.. and I WANNA GO OVERSEAS DURING HOLS TOO !!!

*DESPO-ING*

So for the sake of my entertainment and relaxation, I shall…. GAMBATTE!!( for now)

=D

2008-01-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

woohooo i have gotten my laogong's album!!!!!

FAHRENHEIT 2ND NEW ALBUM!!!!!! MY DADONG SUPER SHUUAAAIIII!!!!!!

《双面飞轮海》

and as requested by some yalun fans..(u know who u are.. HAHA) so here i am being very kind and not bias, to post his pics too! HEHHHE

(:

XIAOZHU'S GAIBAN ALBUM!!!!!!!(though i think its quite a waste to buy it cos there's only 4 mvs included in the dvd..but nvm la the new pics are SUPER COOOLLLL~so its still worth it! HAHAHAHA)

《舞所不在》

i seriously thinks that the songs in fahrenheit's 2nd album is MUCH MUCH BETTER than the first!!!! i like the songs SOOO MUCH!!!!!
THUMBS UP!!!!

*RECOMMENDED*

assignments are a real NUISANCE
but good music is simply a great PLEASURE~

=D

2008-01-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

i suppose everyone should have learnt about this shocking news that entertainer MC King has left us for good. Yes, he had passed away. and i guess it took a while for everyone to accept this.

Life is just so unpredictable and vulnerable.

i realised how stupid of me to have taken each day for granted sometimes.

As for today,

i shall learn to seek joy and happiness from life each day, however tough the day might be.

i shall learn to treasure and appreciate whatever i have at this moment and be contented.

i shall learn to forgive and forget.

i shall learn to love and not hate.

i shall learn to be kinder to myself.

i shall learn to be braver and stronger in life.

i shall learn to be happy and look on the bright side of things always.

i shall live life to the fullest.

as what 笑姑 always says in the drama Golden Path 黄金路
“笑也一天，哭也一天，不如笑着过每一天。”

i hope he is in a happier place right now.

2008-01-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!!

its a special day today cos its the very START of the new year!!!!

looking back at 2007(some significant events that happened):

-received satisfying O level results;

-attended jc lessons which is sucky but a refreshing experience;

-finally turned 'him' down and gave up on another 'him';

-went to the course i want which is CHS in NP;

-felt the immense pressure and difference between poly life and sec sch life for the first time BUT managed to survive one and a half sem already (thanks to my own determination, motivation and encouragement from friends and my laogongs! );

-got the opportunity of being a host for the first time;

-met many idols (like angela,evan,tank,jaychou,fahrenheit,SHE,etc and of cos DADONG and XIAOZHU face-to-face in real person for the VERY FIRST time in my life!!!;

-won many freebies like preview tickets and idol's stuffs for the first time;

-listened to many good songs;

-watched many good drama series, movies and concerts esp SHOW ON STAGE!!!;

-experienced a wonderful 17th birthday...

will promise to work harder for 2008 and may everything turn out to be better, more smooth-sailing, exciting and fulfilling in the brand new year!

lastly, may all my friends, laogongs and i be blessed with
GOOD HEALTH, GOOD RESULTS & GOOD LIFE!!!!

stay happy always!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (:

2007-12-28T15:58:00.001+08:00

have lots to blog about but i am too lazy to write a looong post here so i shall make it short, simple and sweet. haha.

ok so here's the list of pple i wanna thanks who had, in any means or ways, sent me well-wishes/presents or have celebrated my bday with me!!!

from the bottom of my heart, MILLIONS OF THANKS to u guys!!!

*DRUMS-ROLL

my pri/sec sch buddies/sisters/juniors:

qiuyu,weilynn,yizhen,huihui,peishan,raymond,adeline,yunwei

my current np machi:

liying,yufan,fubi,shihui,dorcas,jane,ivy,huisi,mengqi,des,clement,kira,vina,yiqi

fahrenheit/xiaozhu fans:

jia,winty,cindy,abrenda,edwin etc etc....

and many more friends from friendster so just in case i have left out ur names, don worry cos ur wishes are still greatly appreciated by me!! (:

lastly, of cos i have to thank my mum and dad!!!

and my bro!!!! thanks for ur generosity this yr!!! haha(:

i have enjoyed my birthday this yr and thanks u guys for making this ordinary day so fun, special and filled with warmth and love!!

plus i am so happy that all my laogongs updated their blog during christ and my bday!!! A BONUS GIFT FOR ME!!! haha<3

2007-12-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

my birthday gift for myself: change blogskin!

i searched the pic and skin and combined them all by myself!

haha! my laogong!!!! SHUAI<3

the blogsong is angela's 《亲爱的，那不是爱情》and its written by jay chou! can u hear the melody which is so close to his style? haha but anyway its a NICE song! (:

btw, 生日=母难日

although i knew just a 'thank you' is defintely not worth anything and is never enough, still, i would like to thank my mum for everything!! It had been hard on you! u are much loved no matter wat (:

and my sincere gratitude to all friends who have sent me the sweet messages and wishes!!!
they are greatly appreciated!!

will update again at a later date. so stay tuned. lols.

anway following my birthday, it will mark the end of 2007 in just a few days time.

let us all continue to strive hard for 2008 and may it be a refreshing beginning for all.

=D

2007-12-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!

my blogsong has also changed to angela zhang's 《乐园》which is such a sweeeetttttt song isnt it? and in case u wonder why it is so familiar cos yeps it is the song that appeared in the drama romantic princess!! really romantic! HAHA((:

anyway just wanna say i have enjoyed myself yesterday which is christmas eve!! haha since now its already christmas...

never have i been to a church to celebrate christmas and thanks ivy for giving me this precious chance to spend my christ eve at ur church!! its an unforgettable one for me!!

i can really feel the hospitality and warmth ur church friends have given me and i am sure yufan felt tat too!!! the food, the skit, the carols and everything is so lovely!!! haha! (:

ok so tmr will be outing with my sec sch mates !!! looking forward!!!

i will update again soon after my bday which i suppose i will have lots to blog about....

anyway an advance happy birthday to myself!! which is tomorrow!! haha...

lastly, merry christmas to all again!!! and ya HAPPY NEW YEAR too!!!(:

2007-12-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

“ 如果我还有一天寿命，那天我要做你的女朋友。
我还有一天的命吗？没有。
所以，很可惜，我今生仍然不是你的女朋友。

如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。
我有翅膀吗？没有。
所以，很遗憾，我从此无法再看到你。

如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火焰。
整个浴缸的水全部倒得出吗？可以。
所以，是的，我爱你。”

风趣，诙谐，幽默。
感伤，感慨，感动。
令人回味无穷的

《第一次亲密接触》。

(:

2007-12-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

well, i really DON WANNA blog about schwork here cos tat will only dampen my mood....
so... i am gonna blog about something else tat will brighten up my spirits!!!!!...........

recently there are really TOOOOOO MMMAANNNYYY (a little exaggerating la) dramas waiting for me to watch...
like iswak 2 which is already showing...and i still dont have the time to watch....but frankly speaking cos i wanna watch........

Go! Fried Rice! more....

woooohoooo dadong<3

and...........

PI LI MIT!!!!!!

though the main actor is yalun not xiaogui..
but i watch for the sake of xiaogui!!!!!
hahha ooops think lots of pple(like liying,des,kc,mary)gonna kill me.. but i don care!!!! HAHAHAHA=D

though i don like guigui..i must admit she's cute...
but xiaogui is definitely CUTER!!!! omg can u believe a guy is actually cuter than a gal..cant resist xiaogui's kawaiii-ness!!!<3

and and and

the most anticipated show in year 2008.................

BASKETBALL FIRE!!!!!!
though there's wuzun)): nvm cos there's XIAOZHU!!!!!!OH YEAH!!!!!

so above will be the list of shows tat i am looking forward to.....
oh all my laogongs have shows now!!!! yeah(((:

btw my bro jus came back from turkey and yesyes kira u r right! turkey is between europe and asia..so its part of europe? ok nvm the thing is bro came back with lots of stuffs especially food..and are all sweet delights but are really nice ok!!! though i cant eat too much orelse will get diabetes! haha! and he took around 300 photos!!! not exaggerating cos turkey does really have picturesque and breathtaking sceneries!!!! OMG la!!! maybe i shld consider going there for a tour next time.. hehhhe =D

speaking of shows and dramas, the 9 oclock show(The Golden Path) on channel 8 is nice!!!!
do watch it!!!!
and... speaking of movies, of cos u pple must catch The Warlords!!!!
watched it with fanban zhu aka bhb kira yesterday and i must say the show was so damn nice!!!!
i was feeling rather tensed throughout the show cos of the gruesome and violent scenes but this show really impacted me a lot...don miss it cos u will regret for sure..haha!

anyway supposed to catch lord of the flies today.. but the sistic pple informed me that the show from today till this sun are ALL cancelled!!!! and i don even know the exact reason for it! wth...
wat about those pple who only watch 2 shows? and tat one of the shows is lord of the flies.. how are they gonna write their reviews??? hope they will find a solution soon then.. though i have no idea wat solution is there too..
luckily i have watched 2 other shows so at least i can write the reviews on tat 2 shows.. but i intended to write about lord of the flies! forget it... i am left with no choice..

there are just too many things waiting for me to complete..
and there are also just too many shows waiting for me to watch...

will time stop running for the sake of me??
it will, if MIRACLE happens. which i know it definitely will not.

2007-12-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

jeanette aw din get into top 10!!!!!!

arghh i am so sad and i feel sad for her too... but nvm i am sure she will get in next yr!!!!

go jeanette!!!!! u are the best!!!!(((:

although i was disappointed, at least xiaozhu brightened up my spirits again cos he's so
SHUAI + CUTE + FUNNY!!!!!!!

hahha think i am gonna miss him once he flies back to taiwan but nvm i can see him on baifenbai!!! (((:

anyway here's wishing ya lun sao CHIN LI YING
"A VERY HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY" !!!!!

hahha and 3 more days to suju(super junior)'s laopo yufan's bday!!!!!
and another 9 more days to YES ME(the wife of dadong,xiaozhu and xiaogui)MYSELF IT WILL BE MY BIRTHDAY!!!! hahhahaha....

gals, jiayou in studies ya!!! work hard and don give up!!! all the best!!!

and so do everyone who are also struggling hard to complete assignments and study for tests!!

everything will be over sooon!!!!

quoting from elvin ng's words at star awards :

“黎明破晓前总是黑暗的。”

我相信我们都会战胜黑暗，看到黎明的！！！！

GAMBATTE!!!!! (((:

2007-12-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

went to watch trick or threat yesterday SO i missed xiaozhu's a/s..................
but nvm cos the show was very entertaining and meaningful.. so i truly enjoyed myself and have also learned quite a lot from the show..(:
tmr will be watching lord of the flies! i can only hope tat the show would be nice so tat my time spent in the theatre rather than at home watching star awards would be worthwhile...haha(:

anyway i went to marina square with liying this evening to watch a dancing competiton!!!
don think i am very bo liao to watch this kinda competition cos if its nothing big or special i wouldnt spend my precious time there too.. so i went becos one of the judges is my laogong LUO ZHI XIANG la!!!!!!! hahahaha!!!

we reached at around 5pm as the thing starts at 6.30pm cos we were thinking since its just a competition so we do not have to reach so early.. but so much to our surprise tat we still need to queue to enter the surrounded vacinity in front of the stage! wth!

if u don wanna stand in front of the stage, u can also stand beside the stage to watch but even the area beside the stage was filled with pple! OMG la so kua zhang can!!!

so we were thinking forget it and just go shop around then come down to watch at around 5.45pm..as expected more pple crowded around the stage..so in the end we found a pathetic place to stand where the damn pillar and banner completely blocked our view and we were stucked at tat sucky position due to the crowd tat kept piling up behind us....

haix nvm at least i get to see the sideface of xiaozhu which was OMG SO SHUAI for the whole entire competition since the judges' seats were in front of where we were standing... WOOOHOO~

but i still managed to catch a glimpse of the performance by some groups and i must say they were awesome!!!! especially the ultimate winning team whose dance were really P-O-W-E-R-F-U-L la!!!!
and there was a guy in one of the participating teams being crowned the title 'Singapore version of luozhixiang'!!! haha and xiaozhu said he is good-looking..since tats wat xiaozhu himself said.. so i shant comment on tat guy ba.. haha..(though i must admit he's quite handsome la.. hehe *hua chi-ing*)

then after the competition was of cos xiaozhu's showcase of his own superb dancing skills!! he definitely must show us tat he lives up to his reputation and proves tat he's the rightful DANCING KING!!!! and luckily the banner was moved away slightly (although the pillar still kind of blocked the view) so i could see him dance
一枝独秀 which was, needless to say, absolutely BRILLIANT!!!
i was SO HIGH~

" 我不再做某某某，我是“罗志祥”！！！！！！！"

then he sang 败给你and had the whole crowd doing the
'WOO BABY BABY WOO BABY BABY WOO LOVE' with him!!! HAHA but i cant really see him cos of the freaking pillar there or should i blame it on the position i am standing? haix nvm.. at least i enjoyed myself YEAH~

still waiting for photos to be uploaded to forum so after i took it from there i will share my laogong with u guys here!! HAHA...

lastly,
CONTINUING from xiaozhu's line:
" 我不再做某某某，我是“罗志祥”！！！！！！！" ，
this is from me to him:

" 因为你是罗志祥，所以“我爱你”！！！！！！！"

=D

2007-12-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

Finally tomorrow will be the last day of sch before the 2 weeks break starts!
although i know this break is not meant to be a break, at least we do not have to go school to see horrible people and attend horrible classes.. haha!

this week has been moving on smoothly except that i was sick and is still sick.. *sobs* and that we got back our culture test results and journal which luckily was still ok for me.. i did not study chapter 6 for culture and did not meet the marking criteria for the essay questions.. so quite a lot of marks were penalised becos of that..i have noone to blame but myself..nvm at least i have tried my best.. lol guess i have to work harder for the next test then..

anyway i realised being a secretary in chs comm is not an easy task.. well i never think it was..paying very close attention to every single detail of the meeting and copying down minutes is one thing, if what you have written is misinterpreted by others is another big thing..
so i could not afford to make mistakes..i will have to note down accurately on wat is being said to avoid misunderstandings..orelse.........ya..
perhaps this is the most difficult and stressful part of being a secretary..but............. its ok! pple learn to be better along the way.. of cos its equally tough for members who r in charge of doing other things..so wat i hope for now is to quickly get over the farewell celebration so that watever effort we put in can be paid off..no matter wat, jiayou ba yr1 comm members! (:

and well, i cant go to xiaozhu's a/s so can only hope for photos from friends! and also from show4ever forum which is always quick to update clear and close-up pics of xiaozhu!
thanks to liying for being able to accompany me for the dancing competition! so i can see xiaozhu again!!! yeah so happy!! *BEAMS*

and thats the only thing i look forward for this weekend..since i could not even watch the live telecast of star awards on sunday..hope jeanette aw gets into top 10!! which i think she will!!!
hope i can get to see her in person one day!! she's so SWEET la! haha ok think this post is long enuf so i shall end here...

take care pple! enjoy the break despite all the horrible assignments!!

an early merry christams to all~HOHOHO~

2007-12-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

SAT: went to catch y grec at arts house and i doubt anyone can make any sense out of the whole show except to acknowledge the fact that the visual effect, the acting and the poetry were good.. LOL..
guess i would have to count on ahliang's show and lord of the flies to write the reviews now..that's the advantage of watching all 3 shows. wahaha.

class guys and gals who went.(:

SUN: SICK and yet again.. i realised just exactly one month ago i was also down with flu. now with serious running nose, cough and sorethroat. poor me! and i have to depend on panadol(which cannot consume too much), herbal sweets, and WATER WATER WATER in hope i will get well soon!!!

luckily its gonna be hols soon but i don wish to be sick during hols either!!! HAIX..

and bro is going turkey tonight.. good for him.. can relax and enjoy his one week vacation there! *envies* hope he doesnt get sick too as its winter season over there..

anyway i realised my 2 weeks break is so packed!!! have got translation proj to complete, socpsy test to study.. and other assignments that do not have to hand up so early but time flies!!! thinking of all these assignments just make me even more sick!!! wats more i couldnt go to xiaozhu's a/s!!! but but but i wanna go and see him on sat!! anyone interested??(pls contact me for details)hope yufan can make it! lols. and also i think i gonna be broke soon..both liying n yufan's bday are in mid-dec!! anyway my bday is near the end of dec so i am still the youngest (and cutest) afterall la..

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

jiayou ba everyone!!!

no matter wat, persevere and don give up!
cheers(:

2007-12-05T19:40:00.000+08:00

current mood:

DEPRESSED. 'cos i cant go to xiaozhu's autograph session and i cant watch star awards(xiaozhu will be one of the guests), which means i have to watch the repeat telecast. FINE ))):

PISSED. why must all the dates clash with each other?? why must xiaozhu's a/s be on a fri?? cant it be on a sat??? and why does he come when the gaiban is not even out yet?? wat if he comes again after gaiban?? then fans(like me)will have to go and buy so many different versions which is so waste of money! his company only knows how to cheat pple's money!!!

TIRED/STRESSED. after the cult test on tues which was like @#$%^%#, tmr will be my group's presentation..(hope it would be fine! JIAYOU GALS!)then there will be socpsy quiz next week.. luckily not a test..just quiz..which will only be counted as class participation marks..-.-

lastly...the weather is so bad nowadays and i bet this will continue for the whole month..
its raining season...HAIX.. SO, i was down with flu.. luckily its just a minor flu not tat serious.. it better don't get serious!! i hate to be sick..

and i wan my 2 weeks break to come faster!!!!!
although i know we will be spending like half or even more of the 2 weeks break doing projects n stuffs, at least its resting time for me!!!!!!!

so for now, just bear with it for one and a half week more!!!!

ok now time to get back to my 灯谜 proj!! quickly get over and done with!! so another proj down..AT LEAST..(:

2007-12-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

SUPPER DUPER SHUAIIIIII+CLOSED-UP pics of xiaozhu's SHOW ON STAGE SINGAPORE concert!!!!!!!!!!

Credit goes to show4ever forum!!!!!!

ENJOYS!!!!!!!

PRESENTING TO YOU............

THE ASIAN NEW DANCING KING!!!!!!!

DAMN FUNNYYY HAHAHAHHA!!!!! THE LUCKY MALE FAN!!!!! LOL

2007年的12月1日，不只在我脑海刻下了永恒的烙印，也坚定了我爱你的决心。

小猪，我会跟着你，一起加油的！！！！！

2007-12-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

I do understand that nobody is perfect and nothing in this world is perfect.
All things have their good and bad points, and you can't expect things to be flawless because this is definitely impossible.

So, regarding xiaozhu's concert, although there was a little twinge of disappointment, judging based on an objective perspective, i must say of all the concerts i went, this is the best i have ever watched so far.

Well, so i should just start off with the GOOD thing about xiaozhu's concert then.

Firstly, i am indeed touched by his sincerity and his degree of seriousness in his rendition of soothing songs like 好朋友, 灰色空间，几分，爱转角，自我催眠，我不会唱歌 and truly fascniated by his agility and powerful dance movements in fast songs like 呛司呛司, 国王游戏，精舞门，一支独秀，Show Time, 真命天子，机器娃娃，幸福猎人.....

he never fails to impress me with his dance steps which are always full of strength and energy...i loved the interations going on between him and the fans in songs like 几分，自我催眠，幸福猎人，and Twinkle which allowed me to sing and dance along and get so HIGH!!!!!

a lucky fan was able to go up on stage and sing 几分 with xiaozhu if your seat number happened to be selected...and the lucky fan happened to be a guy!!!!! LOL!!!!!

so the whole atmosphere was so funny and i bet the male fan should have felt extremely uneasy+awkward+embarassed with xiaozhu singing love song to him!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! but luckily its a guy, cos if its a gal, i bet not only me, but the whole bunch of fans would be so jealous and perhaps that lucky gal would be bashed up when the concert ended.. (just exagerrating la.. hehhhe.. we are obedient and self-controlled fans(:)

now, the bad thing, or should i say the deficiency of this concert would be......

There was no grand or magnificant opening as xiaozhu only made his appearance on an ordinary elevator..i expected something more.. perhaps budget-constraint or the indoor stadium is tooooo small?? Nevermind then...

at least the medley he brought to us straight after the opening managed to brighten
up my mood and brought me back in my high spirits!!!

i have to say of all the concerts i went, although this was the best, its also the concert that ended the earliest ever!!!!

it started at around 8.20pm and ended at around 10.20pm.. only 2 hours!!!!
the concerts i went generally ends at 11pm...

nvm at least he had sung most of the songs i wanted him to sing..

BUT BUT BUT he dint sing 力量!!!!! that was one of my fav song and he dint sing it!!!

so that was the main reason why i was a little disappointed...

but nvm its ok!!! xiaozhu had already done an excellent job!!! i was and will still continue to feel proud of him!!!!

i really enjoyed myself and had lots and lots of fun at the concert!!!!!

Perhaps i have too high an expectation on xiaozhu himself and his concert after seeing how successful his concert turned out to be in shanghai and taipei, resulting in the little little disappointment in me...

but still, really thanks xiaozhu for giving me this memorable night!!!!

the night on the first of december 2007 would be remembered for life!!!

and I LOVE YOU XIAOZHU LUO ZHI XIANG and will definitely continue to love and support you!!! <33333333333

its a promise i made to you and i guarantee you this would be a promise for life-time.

looking forward to seeing you again in mid-dec!!!

SHOW LUO-THE BEST MAN!!!!!

JIAYOU ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!

(:

2007-11-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS<3

TOMORROW IS MY BIG DAY!!!!
COS I AM GONNA BE XIAOZHU'S SPECIAL GUEST FOR HIS CONCERT!!!!

ok i am BHB and i am jus KIDDING la...how can it be?? BUT i do HOPE i can be...ONE DAY..LOL

basically tomorrow is FIRST OF DEC so it is none other than my BELOVED XIAOZHU LUO ZHI XIANG'S SHOW ON STAGE 一支独秀 CONCERT!!!!

是不是~~~~~~~~

i am SO HAPPY SO ELATED SO HIGH SO EXCITED SO ECSTATIC NOW!!!!!!

hahha erm is it tooooo O-V-E-R????? ok nvm... but i am really experiencing euphoria now!!!

i do think this concert is definitely worth-watching cos xiaozhu always surprises fans of different countries with fascinating stuffs!!!!!
i am so anticipating on wat he's gonna bring for us tmr!!!!! SPE-SHOW HIGHLIGHTS!!!

and all his brand new costumes tat are so striking and eye-catchy!!!!!
plus he's gonna sing his new songs like 一支独秀，我不会唱歌!!!! OMG!!!!

wooohooooo!!!!!

don remind me of culture and translation and socpsy...

i jus wanna get myself out of all these and fully enjoy my concert tmr night!!!

yeahyeah but still have to study before and after tat..

NO CHOICE!!! but xiaozhu will gear me on!!!

so i will JIAYOU!!! SO DO EVERYONE YA!!!~

GET ALIVE!!!!!

2007-11-28T12:04:00.000+08:00

小鬼：

记得第一次在娱乐百分百看到你的时候，就被你的可爱俏皮深深吸引。
那时喜欢的竟然不是万人迷的小猪，而是你这个刚从丸子组合单飞后的小鬼。

一路看你从以前的羞涩胆怯，到现在的收放自如，你真的成长了很多。
也许是在罗主任的调教之下加上你自己的努力进取吧。所以你的主持功力明显进步了很多，变得更加有信心，更加搞笑，应对自如，而且非常放得开。
主持娱乐节目的人就是要像你这样，大胆地，尽情地放开，而不是一本正经地看搞念新闻。

现在的我虽然最喜欢的艺人不是你，而是你的主任，但我得告诉你，有一次我竟然梦见你向我求婚！然后你就以你那可爱的大眼睛看着我，害我不知道该如何应对！虽然听起来是很荒谬，不过毕竟是场梦吗！哈哈，虽然只是场梦，但那场梦却足足让我开心了一个月。

非常希望你能尽快推出个人专辑，因为我一定会第一时间去支持购买的！！我相信你是有潜力的，而且是前途无量的。

小鬼，你一定要加油哦！今年24岁，未来演艺圈的路还会更加坎坷，你一定要学会坚持。

祝福你：生日快乐！！！天天开心！！

期待有一天能看见你像今天的罗主任一样在舞台上散发耀眼光芒，成为万众瞩目的焦点人物！

~爱你的罗太太~

2007-11-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOOO!!!!!!!

4 MORE DAYS TO XIAOZHU LUO ZHI XIANG'S CONCERT!!!!!!

went to marina and far east with qiuyu, huihui and yizhen!!!!!

they are my beloved 'lesbian' mates!! LOL just kidding cos i got my laogongs already la!!!

so it was a LOOONNNNGGGGG time since i met up with them once again!!!!!!!
(except qiuqiu which i already met her yesterday)

so after the sucky trans test which i think was terribly screwed up, i went to marina square's 'Changing Appetite' to find them since they are apparently having their lunch there...hahaha...

and cos i was tight on my budget so i was intending to eat some cheap stuffs after accompanying them to finish their lunch there...

BUT in the end zhen and hui could not finish their share which was too much for them to take..SOOOO i was the lucky one to finish it up for them!!!

wahahha and cos they were so full...their free dessert was also eaten up by me!!!
HAHHA THKS GALS for giving me FREE FOOD although i do look like a 'rubbish dump' eating up ur 'leftover' food!! but the food was damn nice ok!!!! HAHHA!!!

qiuqiu left first cos she was going for her chalet so left zhen, hui and i roaming around from marina to far east!! LOL!!!
we chatted quite a lot...and as usual, our conversation always turns out to be super lame and retarded...cos we always likes to suan each other! HAHA but sistars are meant to suaned! LOL!!

and here are some pics we toookk!!!!!!!!!!!

zhen,hui,qiu and miie!!!

zhen,qiu and miie((:

hui n me((:

zhen n me((:

since when was the last time we took pics together???
hahhhha!!!!

anyway zhen n hui!!!
do take care when u all are at qingdao!!!
don miss me!!! although i know u all will!!!
and CO-ing wise, remember to bring me back some stuffs!!!

hahhha meet up soon after ur trip!!!
and don be sad i cant send u all off as i would be in the midst of my laogong's concert tat night!!!! WAHAHHHA!!

SO BON VOYAGE n TAKE CARE!!!
don get sick in the cold weather there!!

touched ma?? zhen n hui.. see i am so good to write u all here in my post..
both of u should be honoured!! WAHAHHHA!!

catch my post tmr!!!!
XIAO GUI'S BDAY!!!!!

and once again....4 more days!!!!!

byes everyone~

2007-11-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

HEY PPLE!!!!!!!!!!

ITS JUST 5 MORE DAYS TO XIAO ZHU LUO ZHI XIANG'S

SHOW ON STAGE 一支独秀 CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!

5, 5 , JUST 55555555 MORE DAYS!!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!

can feel the rising excitement in me??????

ok i know i am v retarded to countdown here in my blog but who cares?? i will count down from now till saturday itself!!!!

SO HIGHHHHHHH~

for those who are unable to attend the concert and witness xiaozhu's brilliant stage charisma will just have to stay green with envy and whet ur own appetite for the time being!!!!!! then u will have to catch the post on my review of his concert ok!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

oh and of cos not forgetting to countdown for xiaogui's bday too!!!
2 more days!! HAHHAHA i have already thought of wat to write in my post on the 28th!!! soooo do look out for tat post too!!!!!

i wanna quickly get over and done with all the current and upcoming sucky projects and assignments!!!!
and then i can welcome my well-deserved 2 weeks break(and my bday in exactly one month's time...remember this date peeps=p) HAHAHHHA!!!!

woohoooo cheers and jiayous everyone~

2007-11-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

initially wanted to update only today..now the bhb kira also wans me to update soooo here i come update le!!! hahaha!! after coming home frm tat usher duty for parents seminar..

its really a super duper freaking hectic and busy week for me!!!!!

woke up at 5.45am on mon, attend the usual boring drama lesson, followed by the 4 hrs break...then went to the briefing for usher so i missed socpsy...spent nearly 10 hrs in sch..

then woke up at 6.45am on tues, attend the most retarded lesson of this sem which is taught by the GREEN teacher.. u can practically sleep with your eyes open in her class.. and went for socpsy but left half-way for the usher trial run..arghh i missed the homosexual topic..HAHA!!

and come wednesday which is again the lesson which will make ur face turn green..translation tutorial..and there's test on tues!! wth!!! my translation sucks..
and pray hard to at least pass la !! lols! after tat was HH's lesson and socpsy again..

thurs woke up a 6.45am again for socpsy and cult tutorial...

fri at last!!! woke up at the same old time again for writ com tutorial..

basically none of the days allow me to wake up late and the thing is i have to bring laptop everyday this week to do writ com and cult proj...

usually i can stay up very late on fri night but unfortunately i have to do usher duty today!!!! soooo i have to sleep early and woke up at 6am today!!! GOSH!!! wake up so early on a sat morning!

but overall the usher thingi was ok..i got to chat comfortably with 2 grps of parents who are nice and friendly adults..(actually cos i am a GOOD communicator la)
and we got delicious refreshments and ya...$30 to earn..LOL..

the funny thing abt today is tat a guy who is fubi's fren frm SAG came to talk to her.. fubi introduced him to me..then the guy said "Hi!" then continued,"erm...my friend over there wans to know you..but he shy la." i was like" HUH? WHO?" so he pointed to me in the direction where his fren was standing..ok..lols!! this fren of fubi's came to talk to her becos he wants to help his fren to know me!!so gaoxiao!! so i am a very good lady to willingly befriend him..although i was not even interested in him at all la! but as all knows i am a KIND soul ma! HAHAHA..as long as he doesnt come and irritate me will do..LOL

well so tats it for the whole week..and i still got cult,translation projects left uncompleted..writ com.. finishing soon...!!

and 4 more days to my xiao laogong xiaogui's bday!! look out for my post on the 28th!
and and and most imptly 7 more days to SHOW ON STAGE!!! which is only next sat!!!
OMG!!!!!HERE I COME!!!!XIAOZHU MY BELOVED LAOGONG!!!!

GET HIGH!!!!! despite all the school work piling up!!!!

JIAYOUS EVERYONE!!!~

cheers~

2007-11-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

如果世界末日降临，那是多么可怕，可恶，可悲啊！

如果世界末日真的降临，你是不是还有很多事情还没完成？你是不是想趁世界末日来临之际尽快完成你所谓的最后遗愿？

不要说这件事不可能会发生，因为什么事情都有可能会发生。
不要说你没想过这件事，因为是时候去想想了。

人生就是这样难以预测，难以捉摸。宇宙万物也是如此。没有人会知道下一秒，你我会变成怎样，世界会变成怎样。

如果真有那么一天，你会害怕恐慌乱了阵脚吗？
与其震惊讶异不知所措，不如想想怎么好好利用你还在世的时间去完成所有未完成的任务。

如果真有那么一天，我真的有太多太多数不清的东西要去完成，要去实现了。
我害怕的不是离开，而是留下遗憾。
所以，如果世界末日真的降临。。
世界末日的前夕。。我会。。。。。。。。。

-跟我父母说“我爱你们，下一世还要做你们的女儿！”
-跟我的好朋友说“你们是最棒的麻吉，来世还要做好朋友！”
-飞去台湾找大东，小猪和小鬼，跟他们说“我爱你们！来世不管你们还是不是艺人，我一样继续支持你们！”然后跟他们近距离接触，环游台湾，逛街，买东西吃东西，共度美好时光。
-去当一天，只要一天的DJ，或是一天的节目主持人，完成我的理想志愿。
-做所有我生平不敢做，没机会做，或还没做的东西！！！！

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我真的还有很多，很多事情要去做，要去完成。。。可是。。。也许时间不允许我这么做。。。。。

不要说世界末日不可能发生，因为没有人会知道下一秒钟，世界会变成什么样子。
如果真有那么一天，你，又会想趁这剩下的光阴做些什么呢？
还没想好的朋友，也许是时候去想想了。
记得，不要让你的人生留下任何后悔跟遗憾。

无论如何，最重要的是要珍惜现在，珍惜生命，珍惜时间，珍惜你身边的每一人，每一件事，珍惜，你自己。

微笑过着每一天。(:

PS: Those who have read this post must also write a post based on this topic.(waiting for liying's post)
Too bad...Good luck ba!!!!! JIAYOU!!!! LOL WAHAHAHAHAH!!

2007-11-19T14:31:00.000+08:00

昨天晚上，亚洲新舞王小猪罗志祥的演唱会在台北小巨蛋圆满落幕了。
一切的努力，辛苦，汗与泪水都在昨晚画下了完美的句点。

罗妈妈也在昨晚抱病出席小猪的演唱会，希望能亲自为儿子加油打气。
看见小猪感动得哽咽掉泪，我真得很不忍心。

小猪是个非常孝顺，非常努力的艺人，这点是毋庸置疑的。
他有今天这样辉煌的成就，我真的替他感到非常欣慰，也非常高兴。

要踏破多少的舞鞋，才能成为舞台上的一枝独秀？这，已经不重要了。

我相信小猪的未来是一片光明的。过去的10年我没有机会陪他走过他在演艺圈最艰苦最坎坷的路程，但以后的10年，20年，30年，他在演艺圈的每一天，我都会陪他走下去。因为一个如此努力的艺人，不只值得我们去欣赏，去学习，也值得我们给予最热烈的掌声和最热情的支持。

[我不会唱歌]，但我不会[败给你]。我会努力做很多的[蝴蝶秀]，证明给你看我[做得到]。
我会努力做你人生旅途中的[操盘手]，只为了成为你心中的[一枝独秀]，完成我们的[爱情三{不}曲]。

PS: 只是想尝试把小猪最新专辑里的歌名串起来。还没用完全部的歌名，会继续努力把所有的歌名串起来的，然后等小猪来新加坡就写下来送给他！保证他一定感动到飚泪！！！哈哈~
为我加油吧！

再过12天：罗志祥一支独秀演唱会就要空降狮城了！！
一起迎接12月一日的到来吧！！！！！

2007-11-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my laogong LUO ZHI XIANG!!!
hahha k la i am bhb but i have to write this post to express my feelings and give my blessings to xiaozhu and his mum..

recently his mum was admitted to hospital because she was infected with a serious flu and her diabetes relapsed, so she wasnt able to attend xiaozhu's concert at taipei which is held today and yesterday..

although his mum was resting in the hospital, she didnt fail to give xiaozhu her full support by recording a VCR wishing him all the best..

and doubtlessly, the emotional xiaozhu broke into tears upon seeing tat VCR..his worst fear is to see his mum in the hospital but unfortunately wat he feared most still happened..

so here i am to wish xiaozhu's mum will recuperate very soon and by then a big load can be off xiaozhu's back..

of cos lastly, i hope xiaozhu's concert will be a BIG SUCCESS!!! as it was yesterday...

XIAOZHU JIAYOU!!!!

13 more days to his SHOW ON STAGE in Singapore!
hope he take good care of himself and prepare to rock the indoor stadium!!!

and ppple!! bear with jus a few more weeks and it will be our 2 weeks hols!
jiayou all the way and don give up!!
i wont give up since xiaozhu NEVER gave up!((:

~LUO ZHU REN's WIFE~

2007-11-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

currently super addicted to the song《我不配》,even my blog song is now changed to this. haha(:
go youtube and see the mv!! cos it really reflects how jay chou feels, now that his personal space is invaded and don't even have the time and freedom to engage in a relationship..he should have known the consequences he would have to bear in choosing this path..no choice..all things have its pain and gain afterall.

《我不配》
作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

other recent songs to recommend:
卓文萱《手心》
李玖哲《想太多》
潘玮柏《路太湾》
唐禹哲《分开以后》
罗志祥《我不会唱歌》(included in his new album which will be released tmr! heard 90secs of this song and found it very nice and touching! 期待-ing!!!!)
watch this fri's 罗志祥《百分百听证会》then u will get to hear his new songs! woohoooo((:
these are all soothing songs which i particularly like!
actually the list goes on but i can only think of these songs for the time-being..
any songs in ur mind now can recommend me too((:

2007-11-14T19:43:00.000+08:00

go to this link below to watch the whole ep of Akemi's 恋爱百分百!!! 男主角-小钟，小鬼，& 小猪!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/fannyshow

ohh xiaozhu and xiaogui SOOOOO sweet!!!!!
this episode is super nice so go and watch!!!!!!

if i were Akemi, i would choose xiaozhu..although i think xiaogui is more sincere and sweet..and i have to say xiaozhu's 泡妞招数 is really very 瞎!!! after yufan told me the trick..haha clever gal!! u r so difficult to go after cos u can always see through guy's tricks..HAHA..but gals like me will still go crazy over him la..tats a fact..

poor xiaogui..LOL..

anyway 2 more days to the release of SHOW YOUR DANCE!!!
and about 2 more weeks to xiaogui's birthday and.......

SHOW ON STAGE concert.. i seem to be emphasising A LOT on his concert!!!
cos i am so so EXCITED!!!! GET HIGH!!! despite all the piles of projects and assignments.. SIAN~

2007-11-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

din know i was actually allergic to a new kind of antibiotic.(as in different kind from the antibiotic the doc prescribed me in the past)

so the consequence: SERIOUS GASTRIC PAIN. damn it. stomach kept growling and feeling bloated la. terrible!!!

no choice have to leave sch early and din attend socpsy lessons in the late afternoon. cos the pain was excruciating la. if i were to tolerate it till 6pm, i think i will end up in the hospital. ok tats jus exaggerating. but the part about the pain is no kidding ok..

so i went to see the doc again and he asked me to stop consuming the antibiotic and take the gastric pills instead. so now i have medicine for fever, headache, sorethroat, and gastric.

i wanna GET WELL SOON!!!!!~

but at least there's 100% entertainment to watch and keep me alive! today's ep was HILARIOUS sia!!!
hahahah my tummy was actually in the process of recovering but the pain comes back again after laughing like hell jus now..erm jus jk la..cos the pain din even subside fully..sigh..

SAVE ME DADONG N XIAOZHU!!!!!

2007-11-11T10:52:00.001+08:00

i was still in high spirits posting pics of my dadong and xiao zhu the night before, but the following morning which is today i am down with throat infection, fever and headache. AAARRRGGGGHHHHHHH wats wrong????????

feeling terribly awful now..i hate the feeling of being sick!!!!
was supposed to accompany liying to the HEY! GORGEOUS! grand finals at St James Power Station but now......so sorry liying!!!

hope i will recover at god's speed orlse how do i present on thurs with such a serious sorethroat???? i wanna get well soon!!!

if i were to feel better and my throat doesn't flare up i will attend lessons..if not..there goes the use of my MC..

current feeling:
~moodless,weak,pissed,annoyed,distressed~

i just wanna have a good rest~

2007-11-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

PICTURES!!!!!!

pics of dadong at SHA..
don ask me why i have such close-up pics of dadong..simply becos i am the backstage crew..don be doubtful upon this fact(((:

pictures of xiaozhu at airport and a/s..

love my job! can see so many celebs and superstars!!
jealous??? green with envy??? u can be one too!!! trust me!!

WAHAHAHAHAHA~

lastly..after seeing these pics of dadong..
i think u will fell for him..well at least u will agree on the fact that he's really hot!!!!!!

i helped took the pics! so....ya....wooooots~
doubting me??? pls don't..its the truth la..

ok tats all for today! bye! LOL~~~~

2007-11-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

just wanted to hang out at bugis since i know i cant get xiao zhu's autograph(need to preorder his album besides buying his concert tix)..and i din preoder..
but in the end i still went to see xiao zhu..stood beside the stage for nearly a full 2 hours!!!!!!! with some irritating chi-na pple beside me squeezing and pushing like nobody's business..WTF LA!!!!!!!!! forget it!!! i am not in the mood to curse and swear anyone now cos the thing is i got to see xiao zhu sooooooooo close-up yet again!!!!!!!
wooohooooo!!!!!!! OMG OMG he's like sosososososo handsome with his new hair-cut and his big eyes which can truly 'electrocute' innocent gals like me!!!!!!!!

AND AND AND it came as a surprise, at the same time was quite frustrated when the host(shen yun ying from superhost..but well WHO CARES????) announced that all who bought his concert tickets and collected his posters OR those who preordered his album and bought his concert tickets can get his autograph!!!!!!!!! wth la cos i act like a stupid dumb standing by the stage there when i can actually queue up to get my ticket signed...since i got the poster too..but nvm cos at least i can see him CLEARLY by the stage.. so he arrived at around 7.40pm..and after talking for a while without singing any songs..the a/s began...and i managed to squeeze my way out of the crowd which was packed like sardin and got myself in the queue which was MILES AWAY from the stage la!!!!!!!

so it was a TERRIBLY LOOONNG wait...actually it wasn't so long afterall..cos xiao zhu was like signing at god's speed!!!!!! i merely waited for 1 and a half hr and got my concert tix and poster signed!!!!!!!! imagine the crowd tat lines up all the way to the roadside..and i only waited for 1 and a half hrs..tat was counted as incredibly fast already!!!!
hahaha!! so i got to shake xiao zhu's hands again and OMG OMG OMG he's really........ya needless to say....SHUAISHUAISHUAI!!!!!ok still cant get over the HIGH mood till now..haha..

ok enuf of today..meeting up with my socpsy groupmates at esplanade library tmr in hope of completing our ppt slides..then its sunday and comes the long and tiring and boring monday again......projects!! assignments!!!!! are driving me real crazy...

lastly.........

presenting to u the stage at bugis..lol

the autographed poster and concert ticket..

no pics of xiao zhu.....gonna get it from forum and post it up soon.....
whet ur appetite for the time being!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

getting more and more EXCITED over xiao zhu's concert!!!!
1st of dec!!!!!!!!SHOW ON STAGE!!!!!!!!!!!

爱爱爱爱准备大显身手
战斗
爱爱爱爱看我一支独秀
爱爱爱爱

YOU GOT IT????
I GOT IT!!!!!!!!

GO GO GO XIAO ZHU!!!!
The man who 命好，感动了天！！！！！！

2007-11-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

Must watch!!!!
Its HILARIOUS!!!!!

(pls click on the video to bring u to the actual link cos i suppose the screen here is too small)

the writer of the english lyrics is really talented cos he can actually hear English within this Japanese language!!! he shld seriously consider being a sub-titler..lols! anyway just take it as some source of entertainment and relaxation.. wahahahaha!!

school starts at 8am on mon..siansation..
need to wake up like before 6 am in the morning..
its too much of a TORTURE!!! wonder wats lined up for us in drama class..
introduction to the module i suppose?? boring!!! hope there's some fun elements injected if not i am sure to go into my lala land during lesson time...

got a feeling that my throat is hurt..not the normal kind of sorethroat..it seems serious this time..
or is it becos i think too much when its actually maybe just a normal sorethroat? hope my throat will feel better soon as i have already drank like donno how many cups of water since yesterday!!! wahahaha!

~Everything will turn out to be fine..let nature takes its course~

2007-10-31T18:40:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just a free advertisement here...
pls support XIAO ZHU LUO ZHI XIANG's new album 《舞所不在 SHOW YOUR DANCE》

which will be released on the 16th of NOV!!!!!!!!!thks!!!!!u r much loved if only u buy!!!!!!! HAHAHHHHAA!

btw i seriously think i will not excel for this semester..
and will do exceptionally bad for the sucky translation..
she actually wanna add in more questions for our test..she thinks translation is so easy? she thinks we are genius??? she thinks we don mind translating such long passages when its actually not even graded?!!!! she thinks we are very free????
i hate pple who don't put themselves in our positions to think for us..
forget it!!!!! just my luck!!!!
wanna get over this module quickly, as soon as possible!!!!! but it seems that there will also be translation next yr..i think i will go bonkers!!
perhaps some stress can somehow enrich our boring life a little, and makes us feel we are not worthless..
but it so happens tat i detest stress a lot..nvm!!! all will be over soonnnn!!!

time flies when we don't want it to.
but when we want it to, it purposely doesn't.

currently looking forward to 9th of nov cos can see xiao zhu again!!!!!!!!
he's coming for his concert ticket autograph session!!!
apart from the busy life in school, at least this kind of entertainment can makes me GET ALIVE ..(:

2007-10-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

It was a BIG DAY or rather a GRAND EVENT for me yesterday..(not because dadong is gonna marry me or watever since we are already married!?..) ok nevermind the thing is yes it was Singapore Hit Awards yesterday!!!! WOOOOHHOOOO!!!!!!!!

but before tat i met qiuyu at plaza sing..to teach her A level chinese! she actually trust tat my chinese is good enough to help her when its not actually! thks ah qiuqiu! for thinking so highly of me! in the end i still managed to help her in some way..and so..............
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR CHINESE TMR QIUYU!!!!

after tat we walked to orchard then walked back to ps again cos i am meeting mq,kc dezz and yf..we chat and gossiped a lot..haha! and the point i wanna bring out is....tat 'paragon' (he self-proclaimed as but not recognised)really likes to daydream, say and imagine things tat is out of reality..the thing is that he can actually talk to himself over the phone and be engrossed in his own aimless conversation..ok nvm..hahha cos you will just ignore his existence when u r gradually used to it..
come to think of it..i also do imagine things that is unrealistic but he's more kua zhang can..hahhha insist on this! wish 'mute wulabaha' can work on him~
hahha think he gonna kill me when he sees this post..just joking la! lol! i am KIND(:

so went straight to Singapore indoor stadium after dinner..and yes it was finally the commencement of HIT AWARDS!!!!!!

The atmosphere was really so high the moment Fahrenheit was on the stage and i was like screaming my lungs out la! (not so exaggerating although it was really tat exaggerating?) ok donno wat i am writing..the most important thing is that dadong never fails to melt my heart again..and i can finally see him again since jan this year.. missed him like hell la! but his facial expression yesterday night tells me he's tired..i understand since stuffs like filming,recording,doing charities etc are keeping him real busy..hope he really take good care of his health and look forward to seeing a refreshed and lively dadong again!!!!

anyway got the latest news that they are releasing their 2nd album during jan next year and gonna hold a concert in singapore next year!!!!!!!!!!yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!!!
gonna buy the tickets the minute it is on sale before its too late and i will really go crazy if the tickets are sold out.. lolls..

so wat i can do now is just WAIT PATIENTLY duhh!! watelse can i do? haix..

just by waiting can make me lose my patience.. going to school dampens my mood..
sians...and the feeling of missing dadong comes again..anyway just wanna add on tat i think yalun really shines on stage yesterday! but my dadong is still and always the BEST!!!! their live-singing has really shown tremendous improvement!

so all the way FAHRENHEIT ESPECIALLY DADONG!!!!!! i believe, like wat yalun said, their full potential will be recognised by all one day!!! SO, GAMBATEH!!=x

2007-10-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

一共55集的偶像电视剧，

在播出的这将近3个月内，

印证了拍摄长达6个月时间的辛苦，汗，与泪水。

所有剧组人员废寝忘食地赶拍，竭尽所能，努力，卖力地付出，

为的就是要把最完美的作品呈现在观众的面前。

感动，因为欣慰。

欣慰，所以开心。

开心，因为值得。

终极一家。

在所有人的期待与不舍；

这两种截然不同却又互相矛盾的心情中，

终于，

全剧，

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终了。

现在的心情，到底是开心，还是难过，
我已经分不清了。
因为这一切，也已经不重要了。

有看《终极一家》的朋友，你们说对吗？