why did you choose me? of all pple?
why did you want to cling on me, not wanting to let go, so stubbornly sticking to me?
what did i do to deserve this kinda treatment from you? why did i have to oblige to you? why did i have to surrender to you without any room for negotiation?
i hate you.
i really do.
can you just let me off,
set me free, please?
i hate this feeling. i feel breathless, restless and helpless.
but i can do nothing to prevent this feeling from overcoming me.
its so impulsive, so overwhelming, too much for me to bear, too fast for me to react.
i hate you.
disastrous FLU!!!!
pls GET LOST.
i am saffocating becos of you!
idoitic, irritating, sickening FLU.
stop lingering on me and tormenting my life pls!!!
i am suffering from sleepless nights becos of you.
i am using up almost all the tissue boxes i have at home.
i am stucked at home, with absolute no energy to go out and i have to give my camp/my shopping/k box session a miss becos of you!!
i am too weak to even open my mouth to talk, too drained to even care about blowing and wiping my nose.
if only you can let go of me, stand in my shoes and empathize with me.
its unbearable and it takes me so much courage and determination to stand up against you. i know i will not be defeated by you.
i will get well soon.
i will make sure i prove to you that i am capable of defending myself against you.
i will win over you. i will.
ah jun mei, u must jiayou!!!!!!
i am going to recover without visiting the clinic for a second time within a single week!!!!
10:27 pm
