i am really slow and retarded!!!!
i took SOOOOOO long to realise this reality!!! this cruel fact!!!!
i can't accept it. seriously. u may think i am exaggerating. u may think i am crazy.
but it really affected my feelings now.
i have just written a post about how i believe in dong cheng wei, how i have so much faith in them to be able to realise their dream, to shine on stage, to have their music made known to all.
and here i am receiving this shattering news, saying that this stupid company of dadong's is disapproving him of being in DONG CHENG WEI, and at the same time in fahrenheit. so telling him, or wat i assume, FORCING him to leave DCW.
WHAT A JOKE!!!!!!
its totally ridiculous! dadong has been in this band since his high-school days. his life wouldn't be complete without this band. similarly, this band wouldnt be complete without dadong. leaving this band is like cutting a deep wound into his flesh. the feeling is prior to leaving his very close ones. the feeling is totally unbearable. i am sure dong himself couldnt accept this reality. even if his facial expression doesn't show it, his true feelings reveal it. i knew this reality is hard to accept. even for me.
i am a so-called 'new' fan of DCW. just when i wan to give them my fullest support, i am told of this unbelievable fact. human-beings are meant to be fooled around. i am so stupid.
i would rather dadong leave FRH.(no offence to all frh fans out there) since i have never really supported this group as i only supports dadong. DCW is the first band tat i truly like and will support. i simply couldnt accept dadong leaving this band that i like. i couldnt imagine. and i do not want to imagine.
maybe its time to accept reality.
its time to get back to reality.
its time to face it.
we have to face it sooner or later.
sorry DCW. for the support tat comes only now.
Thank you DCW. for letting me realise that fate is such an unpredictable thing.
Thank you DCW. for letting me know that the passion for music can be so strong and so lasting.
Thank you DCW. for letting me realise the importance of pure friendship.
Thanks you guys for letting me have a band to fancy for the very first time.
lastly, i have decided on something.
that is, no matter wat things will turn out to be,
DONG CHENG WEI's music and spirit is always in the air. it will exists forever.
SO, my support towards DCW will continue. no matter wat. its a promise i made to them. and i will keep this promise. FOREVER. u got it DCW.
是时候接受事实，承认事实，面对现实。
不过，不管怎样，东城卫永远是一起的。谁也离不开谁。缺少了谁都不会完整。
5个人的梦想是一致的。
你们一定要一起完成追逐这5个人的共同梦想。
梦想和未来，仍然是属于你们5个人， 一起的。
ps: the time i finish blogging is 1.44AM. the time written on top of my post is totally inaccurate. so jus ignore it.
12:25 am
