Wednesday, 19 March 2008Y
NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA. NO NEW MEDIA.
NO NEW MEDIA!!!!!!!!!!(yf, ly and hl except me got the same electives. i am happy for them. but i couldnt be in new media with them and they couldnt be in marketing with me.)
i am queuing in front of them who also put nm as a second choice but they get it, i didnt.
why why why?? wat happened?? is it becos they could no longer get their first choice, so tat becomes their first choice when it was actually their second choice?? and me, who puts tat as my second choice remains as my second choice and since i am queuing way behind so many pple tats why i could not get my second choice.
i dont know. i really dont know. and even if someone tells me why. i dont wish to know. at least for now. i need some time to compose myself. i have been thinking a lot since the screen flashed heartlessly before my eyes to reveal the modules i was selected in. wat a stupid combination of modules i have got.
pls ignore watever crap i am mentioning above if you are accumulating question marks in your brain right now. i just need a personal space to rant.
perhaps its a wiser choice for me to learn to accept the cruel fact and start thinking how i should adjust myself to it, than to keep ranting over here and let all sorts of thoughts race across my mind.
i am adjusting to it. slowly. to the new timetable. the new environment. new teachers. new working partners. i do not know if i can really adjust to it completely and sucessfully when sch reopens. i hope so. i really do. pray for me.
11:18 am