ok i think its time my post on the japan trip be kept in both the archive section and in my memory and in urs if u have given me ur patience and attention on the previous super long post and allow me to turn over a new page for my blog now..
school was and is still as hectic and busy and boring as ever.. with projects, tests and presentations that kept coming our way and teachers that never fail to set high expectations on us which just drives me into a wth-no-choice-but-hang-on mentality.. adding in the fact that i have to rush out proposal progam list and budget list for lantern festival event and have to conduct meetings for chs comm and also attend meetings for leo club, plus completing portfolio 2 and filming video in time to come...
theres jus 2 very simple words i can conclude from the above: NO LIFE.
no time for entertainment, meeting-up with friends, slacking, sleeping, but all work and no play just makes me a dull girl with NO LIFE.
anw do not be convinced on the fact that i really do not have any entertainment now, becos of cos i do! and i am glad dadong's show is still on, so there's AT LEAST something for me to anticipate every week now..(and the show is getting nicer and nicer and more exciting and is reaching its climax!) and following dadong's show will be xiaozhu's HOT SHOT( lan qiu huo) which is yet another much anticipated show that will definitely brighten up my spirits and bestir my soul to get on with life again. oh and i am at wits end now as to buy or not to buy xiaozhu's dvd!!! i have been very cautious in spending money on merchandises recently but the urge and temptation have struck the greed and desire in me once again.. ok i think i shall go for it but i have to make all e way down to db which i am lazy to do so..i think i shall jus preorder from a nearby cd shop will do.. (:
its been one week since i came back and i am still not fully ready to accept challenges ahead of me.. i wanna go back and forget everything here.. i miss everything there.. i do not have to think too much, nor do i have to worry about anything or land myself in a state of confusion there.. everything jus seems to be slow but steady-moving there (when u jus go for a visit/holiday but not stay/live there as a citizen) unlike the fast and competitive pace here that is enuf to strangle and force you to the verge of death..
REALITY, is what that kills.
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